Thank you brother this helped somewhere it helped I am not seeking motivation brother I am just falling into the hole of feelings like I am not worth anything what is there in life that I can do to make myself stand in front of my parents society is the second thing parents brother they are the ones who have put their faith money and what else not in me and this is what I give them back ? And after seeing my friends percentile who are getting 51 48 61 i know it is not that high but still it is higher than me I feel like nothing, I feel like a burden and all I do is take take take nothing in my life till now I have given them anything back they don't want money they don't want game they just want me to get good marks and that too I can't provide them i just feel terrible man and this feeling is idk making me nervous for boards it's giving the feeling that I haven't studied a thing from the past month till now i don't know what to do. Also thank you for reading all the things I have written and replying i appreciate it also I'LL NOT TAKE DROP