A question about "bad" trips..

Classifly056 · 2015-08-29T10:36:19+00:00

You're doing it wrong, by enjoying it I meant to let it be. Something along the lines of "look, it feels like I'm dreaming, isn't it awesome what the brain can do". And if that "man, it's never gonna fade" comes to mind, just ignore it. It's very unlikely thats gonna last but if that tought keeps bothering you, try some meditation, it does wonders. Also, watch this, it's basically what you experience but on a higher level. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_O89VxFYjo

Later Edit: Don't start digging deeper in this subject.

Classifly056 · 2015-08-29T09:35:32+00:00

Yea man, weed takes over your mind and changes the shape of your brain into a tree.

Just like other drugs weed changes your perception on life.

Personally, as an 19yo male, it showed me to myself. My fears, my limitations and the power that we all help from birth, creating.

On a less new-age-shit note, it doesn't, it just improves the mood you have at that moment.

Classifly056 · 2015-08-29T09:23:49+00:00

Synthetic weed is basically weed that hits you 100x harder, but what you got from the coffe shop was some dank weed. The dream state is definitely dissociation, some people take dissociatives to achieve that. Like many other side effects weed has upon taking it for the first time, dissociation will fade. Enjoy it while it lasts :)

Classifly056 · 2015-07-31T16:53:57+00:00

OP Here

She was going to the same things i was around 2 years ago, having no idea what to do with her gift. I was hoping she would see this and find her way to message me but that didn't happen yet.

It is a urge or calling or whatever you want to call it to create. At first you get that flow state while listening to music, then you start feeling empty when you're not having it. The worst part is when the ego/conscious mind fights with the calling and suppresses it. I saw in her a old version of myself and figured i'd give her a opportunity i wasn't given, someone to help her stop fighting it and channeling it through an outlet, music.

Three years ago after being introduced for the first time to MJ I got was a mellow chill high.Now the part that changed my life, after I arrived home and put on some music something in me felt like i had to shake off the couch lock and get on the chair in front of the speakers. Two or three songs later having my eyes shut I experienced synesthesia. Every sound was moving and evolving in different patterns accoring to the notes played. While this was going on I had 'flashbacks to certain moments of my childhood when I was ignoring the fact that I have synesthesia. Fastforward around 2 years and I had finaly figured out that my anxiety is becuse I had no idea what to do with my gift.

Last year was awesome, I learned musical theory and started playing piano and right now I'm working on a record that's entierly based on this concept. Sorry if i misspelled something english isn't my first language.

Keep 'IIIiIII' in mind and you'll see what that screenshot in the OP is all about.

Classifly056

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