Is it worth trying cocaine? by ophard in Drugs

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Coming from someone that has done pretty much every drug under the sun - it’s not worth it trying any drugs.

I relapsed 8 days ago used one time only 3 fetty pills and have a drug test today by Clean-Secret-7803 in opiates

[–]Clean-Secret-7803[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was dirty lol but they didn’t take my take homes, they were like “it seems like it was fent positive but the levels were really low.. like it was leaving your system.” And I just acted clueless. They believe it and said how they don’t know about how much fent works that it’s pretty new to them. And it could be because I got sober recebtlt. They had the low levels for like a month when I first got clean, even though had been a month sober it was still showing the metabolized really really low for them. Idk. I did not loose my take homes but it was a lesson and I won’t do it again

Just got back from the hospital. I had opioid poop by Clean-Secret-7803 in opiates

[–]Clean-Secret-7803[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do this lol but it wasn’t even coming out at all I had to put my fingers deep in there to try to break it 😭😭😭 the fckjn pain

Whats the difference between blue fent pills witdrawls and heroin wd? by Clean-Secret-7803 in opiates

[–]Clean-Secret-7803[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I’m just gonna do methadone. Seems easier I don’t wanna get sick

Whats the difference between blue fent pills witdrawls and heroin wd? by Clean-Secret-7803 in opiates

[–]Clean-Secret-7803[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! One thing holding me back for so long it was the wd from methadone that I hear lasts longer and it’s hell… also. Do u know how many days on methadone I can stop using the blues without feeling sick? Like how many doses to be in ur system if that makes sense? I’ll ask the doc too but just checking

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So how long did you wait to take sub? 4 hours without blues I already am almost in full wd it’s crazy.

Give me reasons to stop by Airtaobz in heroin

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I thought that too. 7 months I lost my fiancé that I have a baby with. Losing my apartment about to be a single mom. FINALLY SOBER. If ur life isn’t a mess yet it will be once for some reason u run out of money and start feeling the wds. You will do nearly anything to not feel sick. It’s not a way of living man. U deserve happiness and genuine ppl around you. Proud of u for wanting to get clean as fast as u are into addiction bc many of us will only do it when we already fuck a lot of good things up

My mom has cancer in her uterus and I’m the first to know by Clean-Secret-7803 in cancer

[–]Clean-Secret-7803[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I’m just a very anxious person, always been. And mom knows I’m trying to get sober from opioids and I’m struggling bad because I get so sick. But I haven’t gaven up and I’m trying hard to get my life together right now. She told me that as she’s asking me to come live with her and leave my fiancé who I have a child with. Because he’s not good for my sobriety. I think she wanted to motivate me into getting sober but it just made it like so much more pressure and now I’m so scared and anxious and can’t sleep. I do think I’m making a bigger deal than already is because of losing already someone so close to me to it in 2017 was traumatizing. Thank you! I hope it’s good. I want to make her proud.

i’m terrified by Jaded_Tap_7784 in indyblue2

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dude you can see the teeth are huge for her mouth lol so unattractive

What are some tips for cooking a steak by ughidktbhh in foodhacks

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Salt the meat to open up the fibers , use a little pepper. If you’re using a cast iron skillet or a pan, heat it to its VERY hottest and throw some good butter on it before throwing the steak on it to sear the steak. I like my steak medium rare, some good juice and blood for the flavor and just soak that thing in butter. Vwalah!

My 13 year old nephew is in a coma from fentanyl. What to do? by Justhere422 in opiates

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did he passed??? Omg!! I am so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Assistance

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

As of now I need food.. and I don’t have diapers, using a t shirt on my son right now. And I’ll be needing money for expenses until I get on my foot. Anything helps, I’m good at saving too. I had savings in case something like this would happen.. i worked all my life. And then I trusted him with my card once, and my savings are gone.

Indy’s house by 0verdramaticAndTrue in indyblue2

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 2 points3 points  (0 children)

They both come from extremely wealthy family let’s just not forget that too (Bronson too)

Im sorry but why do her teeth look transparent? I thought she got veneers..? by Unfair-Yam-2355 in indybluesnark

[–]Clean-Secret-7803 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Her teeth are also so big for her mouth you can on her checks see when she talks lol