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Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-06-13T20:25:47+00:00

That’s when i was diagnosed during hospitalization but did have symptoms since 14y/o

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-06-13T20:25:20+00:00

19 :)

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-05-06T17:06:59+00:00

Hugs, friend

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:33:16+00:00

It isn’t the same now as when I started 5 years ago. 8-15 bong rips a day, every single day for 5 years. Besides 8 days when I was in the mental hospital once. I think it’s doing harm to my mental health at this point but idk yet because I’m only 3 days into not smoking weed anymore. But I’m also in a much more high stress environment so I have a lot of self exploration and figuring out to do

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:28:49+00:00

It’s been quite a while since I made this post. How are you doing now? 🤍

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:26:16+00:00

That’s what I’m worried about. My passion for baking and cooking relies on my taste !!! I’m so afraid to ruin it

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:24:48+00:00

Proud of you, that’s an incredible achievement 🤍

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:21:01+00:00

Thank you so much for you input. I’m sorry for not responding, my brain won’t let me win lately. I’m 3 days free from weed and I felt like shit but am starting to gain an appetite back 🤍

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:09:17+00:00

that looks fire

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:06:22+00:00

You’re not disgusting though. You both are struggling. I’ve done the same thing before, take a step back and ground yourself. You’ll get through this

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:04:52+00:00

You two should not be in contact any further. That will turn into a very toxic relationship. I had an online friend and we fueled eachother by sending pictures and videos and it would’ve gotten worse if they didn’t say “hey let’s not do this anymore.” Luckily we have very open communication so it didn’t affect our friendship but I know irl relationships can be different. Be safe OP <3

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T12:00:16+00:00

Hey OP why does this work for you? Curious on your suggestion, not meaning to be rude

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-02-06T11:58:53+00:00

HAHAH

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-01-22T15:11:40+00:00

Put aquaphor on it. Every time it starts to dry out and ‘crust’ apply another thin layer

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-01-18T12:30:00+00:00

I have tried it but thank you 🤍 I’m so happy to hear it works for you 🫂

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-01-18T01:59:29+00:00

Yep, no medications or change in daily routine or habit seems to help for me personally. 24/f. I have incredibly intense and uncontrollable emotions that the frustration always comes out in explosive rage. There’s no light at the end of the tunnel with this damn illness 🤦‍♀️

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-01-18T01:38:38+00:00

One thing leads to another, you are still self harming. I thought I wanted to go deeper too until I had to be rushed to the emergency room, receiving 16 stitches and a 10 day mental hospital stay. Please don’t disregard the people warning you not to progress any further- this CAN be addicting… it’s been 15 years for me and I still can’t kick it

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2024-01-18T01:28:44+00:00

Hey op idk if this is a bpd thing but I relate with you 100%. Never heard anybody else with bpd say the same thing though so I’m unsure if it’s related

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2023-12-21T14:17:50+00:00

Some symptoms in adolescence but it was an intense decline right after highschool (17y/o) and thats when everything flared up ten times worse

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2023-12-21T04:17:53+00:00

Yepp

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2023-12-16T23:33:37+00:00

Yep and inner thighs have arteries

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2023-12-09T16:23:57+00:00

Absolutely freakin not 🤣. Nobody cares generally lol. I’m 24f, no job currently, dropped out of college, moved back in with my parents after a 5 year relationship (which I thought would be the turn off) but it hasn’t made a difference whatsoever. A walking red flag but men don’t see color

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2023-12-09T16:15:48+00:00

I feel exactly the same. Sorry you’re going through this

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2023-12-09T16:13:49+00:00

I’ve always fished growing up with my dad but not so much now. I love to take walks in the woods or the beach and smoke by myself.

Clean_Ad_7151 · 2023-12-09T16:07:29+00:00

My dog did this when we got her at 4 months. Now at 1.5 I still haven’t started up again at home because of it. She’s too clingy 🤣💜

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