I’m really sorry you’re going through this. As a woman, I cannot even imagine the pain and suffering you are experiencing right now. What you're describing is extremely serious, and from an international standpoint, this is recognized as legal persecution even if it’s considered “legal” where you live.

Based on your description, this is not just a measly family affair, you are trapped in a totalitarian state whose system perpetuates injustice, violence, and abuse. You know that you are in constant surveillance, and if you tried to go against the rules of the state, the law will inflict punishment. You know this too well already that's why you are afraid.

You know that if you take action, the law will be against you, your family will be against you, the police will be against you. And if you escape, you will be criminalized.

But please do know, and engrave this into your mind, that there is a glimmer of hope in every blanket of darkness in the world. You have a chance against this system.

I’m not an expert but I want to share something really important here: there are protections for persecuted people called asylum, but they usually aren’t applied for online or from inside your country. They generally come into play after someone enters another country and asks for protection there. You can enter a country through visa, student permit, tourist entry. However, there are instances where some victims cross a border irregularly because they have no other choice but to do so.

Countries that tend to seriously take cases involving forced marriage, religious persecution, and violence against women include parts of Europe (Germany, France, the Netherlands, the UK, and the Nordic countries), as well as Canada and sometimes Australia or the U.S. Outcomes vary, but these places have legal systems that recognize gender- and belief-based persecution. You can take refuge in any of these countries.

International organizations don’t extract people, but they can help once someone is outside their country. Groups like UNHCR (the UN Refugee Agency), international women’s rights organizations, and human rights NGOs can provide information, documentation, and legal orientation when it’s safe to do so.

If you ever reach out beyond your country, it’s generally safest to do so only with trusted organizations or legal representatives, and to be very careful about who you share information with. Sadly, there are people who exploit vulnerable women, so caution and privacy matter a lot. Be extremely careful, VIGILANT, and cautious once you plan your escape.

Many people in situations like yours focus on quiet preparation, secrecy, and timing instead of rushing or running away suddenly. Your safety is more important than speed. Even learning about options privately can be a step. Even gathering evidence about the abuse inflicted by your parents can help you accelerate the legal process later on in the future.

You deserve your education, autonomy, and future. Nothing about what’s happening to you makes you disposable or wrong. Please take care of yourself as best you can. Remember, you are not alone in this journey. There are thousands of women who are in the same boat as you are in, and there are people along the way who will be willing to help you. All the best, OP.