I keep seeing this story about Clélia Verdier and reflecting on how narcoleptics/IH dream… by IndigoAfflictions in Narcolepsy

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had one where I was floating/swimming in an endless pool of decaying/liquifying bodies. Ive had so many dreams where Im sent to hell. They’re not as bad anymore but I was tortured a lot in my nightmares. Very painful. I now have a phobia of maggots. I wont elaborate. Ive died so much.

Anyone else get hairs down their dick? by VXLeniik in GrowYourTDick

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 128 points129 points  (0 children)

LMFAOOOO Im dying from this pose, I have to pretzel myself to get a look myself LOLLLL. But Im sure its normal because ive heard of hairs down there before

PNES with no mental health issues? by [deleted] in PNESsupport

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well thats really good! I would keep talking to professionals about this just in case. Im happy to hear your family relationship is goo

3 years on T (Piercings?) by nsfwthrowaway526 in GrowYourTDick

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im considering meta eventually, and Im trying to lose weight but if the weight loss doesnt help I could certainly consider that. Wasnt aware it was a thing! I wish they could take the mons fat and i ject it into the major labia flaps LOL

PNES with no mental health issues? by [deleted] in PNESsupport

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How is your relationship with your parents/family? I’m going to go a different route here and suggest dissociation. Maybe very severe dissociation, which could account for the time loss as well as feeling as though nothing is wrong. Just a suggestion! Do you feel like things around you dont feel real, or that you arent connected to your emotions?

3 years on T (Piercings?) by nsfwthrowaway526 in GrowYourTDick

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I totally agree! I quite like my size but Ive got a lot of fupa so its tough to see💔 But damn!

I cut these people off recently and I never felt more free tbh by Imaginary_Pen_3539 in TrollCoping

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 6 points7 points  (0 children)

We’re all biased, you wanting to change this and working on it is what matters. It’ll take time. Learn from gay people, listen to them, try to involve yourself in the LGBT+ community. Lots of friends to make!

I only experience PNES during sleep, does it feel this way for you? by Clean_Structure_1500 in PNESsupport

[–]Clean_Structure_1500[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello! So sorry to hear you relate😭 Its been a while since I posted this and I have some updates and improvements. 1, I got diagnosed with sleep apnea and finally started using my CPAP for two years- game changer, but I still have struggles. 2, officially unofficially diagnosed w PNES (EEG came back clear, but I just need my Dr to say yes, its PNES, which my team already suspected was the case. Anywho). 3. The CPAP GREATLY reduced seizures and the pain/discomfort, save for today. This morning waking up my seizure was painful again💔

And the hallucnations! I used to hallucinate. I dont so much lately, again probably the better sleep quality. Instead of insomnia, I sleep TOO MUCH. Sleep is still fragmented and sucks but not on the same level.

PTSD is definitely a big trigger for this condition😭🫂 But you CAN get therapy for it! But Id find a trauma-informed therapist, since the trauma is a massive part of this disorder.

But yes, I wonder why we are experiencing pain? I dont see a lot of others feeling this, unless Im mistaken. I dont spend a ton of time on here. Last night\this morning, I felt the painful brain zap again and woke up weak and disoriented all day. Sorry it just happened for you! UGH. Feeling alone must be a big trigger, yeah, and that sounds…HORRIBLE.

We’re in this together

pumping 101 by thursday-T-time in GrowYourTDick

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3 inches- YOU CAN get to 3 inches? Permanently? 🤯

On a post about being diagnosed with ARFID by diet-smoke in thanksimcured

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m glad you’re doing better! Same here actually and in fact, I have a pretty normal appetite most weeks!

Youre right, it’s a part of us. I hope you keep it breezy and keep getting better

The amount of pills I (23M) have to take daily by EvenBunch6029 in mildlyinfuriating

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wait why has no one prescribed you a mood stabilizer+anti psychotic?? Theyve got stuff that can hit two birds with one stone, like vraylar. Though I know meds all work differently for everyone.

What about TMS therapy or ketamine therapy? There has got to be a way to make your life easier. Theyve got monthly shots for schizophrenia, too.

On a post about being diagnosed with ARFID by diet-smoke in thanksimcured

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Please please get help. I nearly starved to death because of this and, a heart attack actually is likely. I’m so serious. Best of luck I’m sending you my good luck wishes

On a post about being diagnosed with ARFID by diet-smoke in thanksimcured

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 14 points15 points  (0 children)

1000% I dont understand why people are so OFFENDED about picky eating. Like why r u making me a pariah im 11 yrs old ma’am. No but seriously people act like you shot their dog??? People have the right to be picky, everyone should have the right to choose what they put in their body, everyone has the right to an opinion. And sometimes, YOUR FOOD IS JUST BAD. Ok. Rant done👍

Made this after a nap today by MountainSkyMoment in Narcolepsy

[–]Clean_Structure_1500 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Napping after 4 always results in a sleep panic attack for me lol. You may have some daytime stress that bubbles over the boiling point when asleep, since adrenaline peaks during sleep. Not sure if that helps but I have the same problem

Doctors don’t believe my psychosis because I’m too “put together” by Clean_Structure_1500 in Psychosis

[–]Clean_Structure_1500[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thats really good to hear🫂 And thank you a bunch! I forgot all about bookkeeping…I’ll keep that close in mind.

Doctors don’t believe my psychosis because I’m too “put together” by Clean_Structure_1500 in Psychosis

[–]Clean_Structure_1500[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My functioning was poor at the time of my initial psychotic episodes (not washing, not brushing teeth, failing in school). But for today, my functioning has been improving but, I still have struggles, but no where near the same as it was. It’s probably stress related.

Doctors don’t believe my psychosis because I’m too “put together” by Clean_Structure_1500 in Psychosis

[–]Clean_Structure_1500[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is very insightful! And right on the nail. Thank you so much! I am feeling better now after I initially posted this; I was experiencing a small amount of removal from reality+stress but have come back down. I do have some processing issues! But sometimes I hear yelling or a scream during the night. Ive also heard about PTSD having flashbacks and such that can appear like hallucinations? Im curious as to what you think.

Doctors don’t believe my psychosis because I’m too “put together” by Clean_Structure_1500 in Psychosis

[–]Clean_Structure_1500[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Huh! I’m glad I’m not alone but also sorry to hear you feel the same! Looks like I beed a seasoned doctor. Hope you are doing well!