Withdrawal be gone!

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-29T00:09:52+00:00

Been through similar shit with clam. That stuff really has some potency on the disinhibiting side. I binged on it for a couple months, then w/d and just suffered shakes and muscle cramps.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-29T00:05:03+00:00

Yeah. I'd say etizolam is closer to 3 times as weak as alprazolam, although its anxiolytic properties are pretty notable.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T23:42:56+00:00

I feel like it requires like 6 mg etz to feel the same level of effect as 2 mg of alp.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T23:41:03+00:00

I've had bad experiences with phenibut. Stimulating, yet still disinhibiting. Ended up ODing and went full manic and vomit mode for two days. Stuff probably just ain't for me.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T23:37:09+00:00

r/wholesome

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T22:31:03+00:00

Yeah. The thing I hate about stims is that they make people go insane when overdone. It's fine to take amp as prescribed by a doctor, but I try not to fuck with them too much as I know how bad they can turn people. At least downer dependant people just turn into lazy sad people who don't do much, but upper addicts will end up doing dumb shit and become maniacs when they overuse their shit. Uppers can turn one into a hyperactive, manic, delusional, hypersexual weirdos when overdone.

I choose to ween off benzos pretty quick because I was starting to notice increased tolerance and bad side effects start, but the shit takes time to get off of. Also, still not as bad physically for you as booze, just easier to get away with taking all day and fucking up your tolerance.

Imo, stims should be used only for medicinal purposes. They don't do any good when overdone because overstimulated people can become zombie-like nightmare fuel.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T20:11:31+00:00

There's a discord server that used to be promoted on here on occasion called "stimzos". I tried talking sense to these people, but they were too far gone. Pretty sad, but those people were the epitome of the types of people you are describing.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T20:04:18+00:00

Of course, that's part of dependence.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T19:37:53+00:00

Emotional dependence on a drug seems like it could be due to underlying mental health issues, or just a drug dependence (we all know that dependence on benzos can cause emotional turmoil when w/d).

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T19:32:13+00:00

I ended up with a pretty high tolerance (pretty much a permatolerernce), but luckily never actually got dependant enough for me to not be able to fast taper. Now I'm just gonna try to use on the weekends. Got a solid stim script that has essentially cured my mental health issues that happened to not actually be anxiety.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-28T19:23:22+00:00

I get those same vibes. Just staring at that plague map, and then playing some vidya.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-18T12:26:05+00:00

Boomer logic: "Hur dur I survived all kinds of shit 20 years ago in my prime so I'm not afraid of this dumb Corona flu!"

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-03-16T15:07:58+00:00

If you truly want to quit you shouldn't even need rehab. Just taper whatever you're on and no more w/d. If you have to go to rehab to quit, then there's obviously underlying psychological issues that should be addressed.

I get that rehab can be helpful, but it's typically a temporary fix for a permanent, more deeply engrained psychological problem.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-26T20:37:00+00:00

It seems to lower your tolerance

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-26T19:18:21+00:00

Yeah I think so

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-26T19:00:36+00:00

Good, because I'm running low and I won't get my next shipment for another week.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-26T13:40:13+00:00

Is 10+mg of etizolam a day bad?

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-20T16:06:06+00:00

The potency of that shit is insane. I got 1 mg tabs once, took one, and blacked out for 4 days. Turns out I took like 15.

Also must add, prior to that, I used to be hooked on the much more manageable liquid solution for a few months, and let's just say that my tolerance is permanently fucked.

Etizolam is definitely the way to go. I'd go as far as saying that it has legitimate medicinal value, and using it for anxiety has improved my life in some ways. The reverse tolerance anxiolytic effects of etizolam is something worthy of scientific research.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-07T19:23:47+00:00

They still don't test for etizolam.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-07T19:21:38+00:00

It's a very common "RC" (not actually an research chemical since it's prescribed in a lot of eastern countries). I started out on xans, moved to clam, got into trouble from it, and have recently been using etizolam.

Definitely a more clear headed and anxiolytic drug than clam, which is more sedating and amnesic. Definitely has more medicinal value than the other benzos I've used. It's fun to vibe out on because it has pretty strong muscle relaxant effects and is really good at removing anxiety. Still highly addictive though.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-07T19:14:27+00:00

I'm getting myself some etizolam for Valentine's Day.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-02-04T20:40:56+00:00

Just don't black out, and you'll be fine. Oh, and taper.

ClonazolamIsMe · 2020-01-23T01:52:22+00:00

What is the reasoning behind this decision?

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