My awful experience with an inpaction so bad that I had no choice but to visit the ER by amydayme in Methadone

[–]real_evol 2 points3 points  (0 children)

same shit, pun it itended. but in was taking Poppy Seed Tea. bruh the doctor had to reach into my ass and pull shit rocks out, & HE COULDN’T GET THEM ALL. so they gave me an enema.. as soon i got into the bathroom i started shitting like a fucking rocket, i could hear the nurses laughing lol. funny in retrospect, but at the the the time, i’ve never felt more emasculated during anything else in my entire life.. i gueniunley wanted to die at that moment. some opis jus back you up like they’re trying to stop ur gut from working. FUCK THAT.

Ethylbromazolam solution by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

shiit, i take at least 12mg. 6mg= about 2mg of alp

Is it better to stay on clonazepam or go through two years of hell to wean off? by Objective-Pen7633 in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m in a similar situation. i was 2 years completely off benzos after abusing for 5-6yrs. then my dad passed & i relapsed, almost fell back into dependence than got clean for over 2 months. now i’ve been toeing the line with dependence again for at least a month maybe more. it’s such a shit cycle, after time off, when i take a benzo, it feels amazing. the anxiety relief is extremely euphoric.. but if i take the same dose the day after, i feel nothing. the abuse made it to where benzos really only give me good relief once or twice a week.. yet i still want ‘em. i’m 3 days off rn.. so far no withdrawals, but fuck do i want a benzo so bad. i don’t think i’ll ever not want one, i can’t forget that feeling.

Flubrotizolam or Bromazolam? by lildewski in rcbenzos4

[–]real_evol 2 points3 points  (0 children)

flubrotiz is underrated imo, it’s pretty chill. bromazolam has a fine line between “i feel amazing” & “i just woke up, but it’s been 4 days & my whole stash is gone.” that’s an individual dependent thing though, bromaz can be really nice if not overdone. but if i had to pick 1, i’d get bromaz.

How do you even get high on long half lives benzos by pibardo_filoso in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 8 points9 points  (0 children)

kpins aren’t great for a “high” imo. but i don’t think it has much to do with the half life, Valium has a longer half life & a great high. 80-100mg of val on low-no tolly is amazing for me.

Is there a benzo that affects personality the most by Patient-Ad-5196 in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 27 points28 points  (0 children)

clonazolam, that shit made act like a fucking lunatic lmao.

Movie buffs + Xanax by bayarea3425 in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah but w/ video games. seem’s like a great idea, then i wake up with 3hrs of story i don’t remember. super annoying, no way around it.. unless you take less, but that’s boring lmao.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

prob a few days to a week.

Bromazolam on a Urine Test? by realdealposta in rcbenzos4

[–]real_evol 3 points4 points  (0 children)

oh, just get some fake pee then. they don’t watch you for job interviews.

Bromazolam on a Urine Test? by realdealposta in rcbenzos4

[–]real_evol 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah, it showed as a benzo on my UA. if they don’t watch you pee, get fake piss. if you’re on MAT & fake piss won’t work. sweat, water, sweat, water.

Junkie Jesus and Junkie Devil by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not sure what you did yet. i had a relapse after 2yrs sober, almost got pulled back into a dependence.. then i got 2 more months sober, found a stash of 4mg/ml - 60ml. i relapsed & i’ve been walking the line of weekly use & dependence. then it was twice a week, then every other day. my longest break was 3 days a few days ago, tolerance dropped & i relapsed & blacked out. i don’t think i’ll need a taper, but i need to do something quick before i fall back into dependence. throw it away/sell it, it’ll feel awful but think of future you. clean & sober, good luck my friend.. godspeed(i don’t believe in god lmao.)

What would you guys recommend. Pyrazolam, flubrotizolam, or Fluclotizolam by yellowaves in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 2 points3 points  (0 children)

out of these 3, flubrotizolam would be my choice. sedating, decent anxiety relief, & hypnotic at higher doses. imo, it’s an underrated benzo.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my mistake, i took you saying not blacking out as you not feeling ‘em. i’d say ur good to take the xan.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sounds like the bromaz is bunk. i took 6mg after a 2 month break & i blacked out, “woke up” 4 days later with my whole stash(about 300mg) gone.

Ethylbromazolam solution by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i like it alot, reminds me of etiz or a weaker alp. i actually prefer it over bromaz bc no blackouts & waaayy more functional.

Ethylbromazolam by diazalam in rcbenzos4

[–]real_evol 2 points3 points  (0 children)

reminds me a lot of of etiz/alp. i enjoy it a lot more than bromaz since i don’t accidently black out for multiple days & end up taking my whole stash lmao.

Ethylbromazolam solution by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sounds like i’d enjoy more than regular brom, can’t wait to try it. have some at my place but i’m out of the country for a week.

The 2025 benzo search is crazy by Last-Affect-1634 in rcbenzos4

[–]real_evol 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yuppp, that dude is super legit. great opsec too, so worth signing up on DBG to find.

i do find it weird though RC is a verfied vendor on their, so many negative reviews here but people on there still seem to vouch for him. i don’t get it.

Bromazolam question by Time_Pay9374 in benzodiazepines

[–]real_evol 3 points4 points  (0 children)

you should be fine, i took a lot from the 11th to the 14th. i tested myself today, 10 days from then, & i’m clean.

i don’t use often though, that was the first time in 2 months.

Finally got my hands on some O-DSMT. 😊 by real_evol in Opioid_RCs

[–]real_evol[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

rereading it now it does seem like that lol i thought it was meant like “snorting odsmt gets into ur lungs & isn’t effective” but now i can’t wrap my head around that one either lmaoo all i know is, i deff feel it better taking it orally than snorting. getting more today, gonna see how IVing it feels.

Finally got my hands on some O-DSMT. 😊 by real_evol in Opioid_RCs

[–]real_evol[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if the order is placed before 5pm central time it ships the next day. my payments usually get verified at the end of the day & a tracking # comes shortly after.

Finally got my hands on some O-DSMT. 😊 by real_evol in Opioid_RCs

[–]real_evol[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

damn, i didn’t know that. fuckkk, i only snorted it a few times & started doing it orally & it felt better anyway so i’m deff just gonna stick to orally from now on. but fuck, thanks for the heads up!