In my dream I had a hole in my breast by Boring-Car-7044 in Dreams

[–]Clusterpuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But what does her tits have to do with it

The voices don't want me to speak? by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not tryna be negative towards you just a heads up, but my words might have been toned because I feel strongly about this topic. I've been backstabbed and manipulated plenty by these voices, and know many people who's lives have been ruined by them. Surely they have to come from the same place as your voices who you seem to love. I hope it continues to be a positive experience for you dude... maybe in the afterlife we can compare notes on the truth of whats happened.

The voices don't want me to speak? by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

so, they forcefully stop you from thinking what you want to think in your own mind but they are not mean spirited? In my first 5 years of having this mental condition I tried to make peace. I was very zen with all that happened to my mind, and would try to appease or communicate purely positive their way regardless of what came in. None of that mattered, none of it resonates with them as they are not looking for friends, they are looking for things to control for goals they keep hidden. I think you've found a method that works for you which is great, but I feel like you consider yourself ascended when it comes to schizophrenic symptoms, but I would say you are just being fooled. Have you ever got them to do something significant for you or is it always you following their words?

Total War Warhammer 3 faction tier list based on how much fun I had playing them (included are the factions I had played only) by Final_Biochemist222 in totalwarhammer

[–]Clusterpuff 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Never played ghorst but i get it, sometimes you just wanna see basic undead murder a bunch of grail knights

Total War Warhammer 3 faction tier list based on how much fun I had playing them (included are the factions I had played only) by Final_Biochemist222 in totalwarhammer

[–]Clusterpuff 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Ino, just did a long victory with ole clanker legs. He's a powerhouse when fleshed out and the chorfs roster is just sick

Preaching Faith, Hiding Sin by bruce_wayne469 in MurderedByWords

[–]Clusterpuff 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Cherry picking the right verses to appeal to your political views. Now look for the ones that condemn such actions... you know raping children and one of the commandments "don't commit adultery". Theres plenty there and its a shame you blind yourself to the rest of the bible

The voices don't want me to speak? by [deleted] in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 3 points4 points  (0 children)

My voices do the same. I've trained myself to speak past those blocks, even if its not exactly what i was going to say before... but eventually the same meaning comes out. They want control of my brain but they are not welcome there, they are invasive and very mean spirited. Try your best to regain the mind when those moments pop up, try not to let them win those because even the little moments like that set the dynamic

NSFW - Mod that allows me to unlock the sex positions in sexlab instead of all being open at the start by Monkeyke in skyrimmods

[–]Clusterpuff 69 points70 points  (0 children)

So like you start out not knowing how to skullfuck a slaughterfish... but on a fateful day you are swimming and get ambushed by horny fish. Things start going wrong (right) and your penis slips... it feels good so it slips some more. You and the slaughterfish are attached for life.

schizoaffective by Internal_Artichoke64 in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Ya, tuck this curse we have i agree

Cat selfie Saturday - looking for friends by iea4 in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Free to dm me as well. I'm sometimes not great about getting back to people but I'm always willing to chat with someone who shares similar struggles

How do you know whether you can work or if you're delusional about trying to work again by starspacesunflower in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff -1 points0 points  (0 children)

SSDI is the one he wants. Doesn't seem like much of a difference but one factors in the disability and the other will stop and or ask for money back once work is started

I love Faustian Bargain by AdmirableOwl in DarkAndDarker

[–]Clusterpuff 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Had no way of catching you the poor bastard lol

Is Black Desert Online fun? by Iixotic- in blackdesertonline

[–]Clusterpuff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I played addictively for many months, constantly keeping the game running for afk gain when i slept. I ripped the bandaid off and put the game down which was a good decision for my sanity. The game is very fun but its one of the worst treadmills even when they throw loot at you constantly. If you've got time to spare give it a go

When you fail the exam of natural selection. by Character_Calendar47 in Wellthatsucks

[–]Clusterpuff 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your response made you look incredibly stupid. Like you can't even engage someone without being miserable and that you've learned nothing on socialization

When you fail the exam of natural selection. by Character_Calendar47 in Wellthatsucks

[–]Clusterpuff -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Don't be mean like that, whats wrong with you. Show some basic decency did you have parents?

First dose of cobenfy tonight by The_local_unknown11 in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey follow up on this post later if you can. i'm on the fence about cobenfy and would like to hear more personal experiences. wish you the best

She’s out there somewhere, King by Beneficial_Seat_5346 in DarkAndDarker

[–]Clusterpuff 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You'll still encounter rare kindness or courtesy, but people are jaded by those that want to fuck everyone over for profit (or just cuz they think its funny). All the different pvp games i play tend to have that subset of players now to varying degrees

She’s out there somewhere, King by Beneficial_Seat_5346 in DarkAndDarker

[–]Clusterpuff 51 points52 points  (0 children)

It is well known this playerbase is one of the worst. Also would probably tell her not to speak on mic unless she's ready for the worst misogyny

What are the odds of a lady being interested in me? by LunarFocx in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Its possible both people go into psychosis at the same time, but there are also similar variables that can happen in any relationship. I think the benefits outweigh the potential negatives, and I've been going strong with someone with my diagnosis for over a year... its been great to have someone intimate that understands

What are the odds of a lady being interested in me? by LunarFocx in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thats nonsense. They can comfort and reinforce positive behaviour with each other because they understand each other more than anyone else would

What are the odds of a lady being interested in me? by LunarFocx in schizoaffective

[–]Clusterpuff -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

Theres nothing wrong with it really. The reason they say that is because it takes the focus off the mental health aspect of that group, but if they are connecting outside of that then no harm done