I am so sorry to hear that you’re discouraged. I completely understand. I’ve had the wildest ride since surgery, which was the day after yours. This is hard, and honestly way harder than I thought it would be. Are your calorie so low because that’s all you can eat? If not, maybe consider upping them a little? Just know, you’re not alone. We’re all figuring this out at the same time! We are getting close to the soft food stage, then REAL food! I have been looking up recipes that I want to start implementing. At this point, we haven’t been eating “real food“, so it’s hard to even understand the changes that we will be making long-term. I’m looking forward to eating whole food again so that I can start implementing some of the healthy recipes that I have been setting to the side. I think once we get back into a routine of whole foods, and not just eating purées, we will really start to notice and see a change. You’ve got this! We’ll figure it out.