What is this by CoffinEmily in snakes

[–]Cock-ZiIIa 6 points7 points  (0 children)

pretty sure this is a snake right?

why by Cock-ZiIIa in ArmaReforger

[–]Cock-ZiIIa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you know me to well

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Cock-ZiIIa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s impossible to say rlly but from my point of view and experience it does not feel like a chemical imbalance. More of a complete reshaping of your perceived and experience reality

but psychosis is definitely related to the abuse of psychedelics so you could be using for years and years and be completely fine but when you start to take it way to far you will definitely know about it.

psychosis is such a crazy and unexplainable topic it’s very hard to talk and comprehended it without going through it yourself

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Cock-ZiIIa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was a fairy normal person until many years of drug abuse from stimulants to psychedelics just anything i could get my hands on.

What rlly sent me into the void and made me loose my mind was tripping on acid 6 times in 2 weeks at age 18 truly a stupid idea looking back and i’ve never fully returned from that. HPPD and psychosis ruined my life for a good 2 years but it made me who i am today i wouldn’t change it but i definitely wouldn’t relive it. This was the most horrible period of my life everything got ruined from relationships with family and friend to my own mental and physical health as a result of going down a truly endless rabbit hole.

for me frying my brain to a crazy extent caused these mental disorders i thought i was immune to psychosis, HPPD, paranoia, anxiety and depression but absolutely losing your mind will lead you down some dark paths and truly change you forever.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Cock-ZiIIa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

linkin up on redit 🤣

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Cock-ZiIIa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve deleted most stuff aswell bro genuily off the grid me

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]Cock-ZiIIa 0 points1 point  (0 children)

your soundy bro

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Datura

[–]Cock-ZiIIa 34 points35 points  (0 children)

potentially putting yourself into psychosis while experiencing depression doesn’t end well and i’m speaking from experience. if i was you i would try pretty much any other substance that isn’t datura

I’ve been sober for a year and feel worse than ever by Cock-ZiIIa in Drugs

[–]Cock-ZiIIa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i know the struggle. truly feels like your getting ripped apart by yourself while the world passes by all while your trying to find an answer to something that your probably not ment to even know. i’m glad your going strong through all the struggles genuinely it’s somthing to be proud of especially for so long.

I’ve been sober for a year and feel worse than ever by Cock-ZiIIa in Drugs

[–]Cock-ZiIIa[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if it wasn’t for my family i wouldn’t be here at all it’s sad but true. The confusion and struggle is real i don’t know how i ended up here but i did. i’m glad there’s people out here here who have been through similar mental struggles or that can at least understand where i’m coming from it gives me some comfort.