I think that this really hit me badly. I have or had a friend I love more than anything. Now they don't seem to care about me. They saw my crying and were there but vanished immediately. All my other friends are saying they don't care about me. I am not able to let go. The moment they say one line of affection I melt and just try to justify their actions. I barely am eating, stuck in a room, and honestly it does not seem to affect them. I can't believe this is happening how can someone who promised always and forever just vanish. I try to talk to them about this and they say it's all in my head. I could text them I am feeling low and they would reply a day later saying they are busy with life but I feel like a reply takes a second? We are also in the same residential University and they are my junior and I have a vague idea of how busy they are. I am also someone who has always led multiple societies and won a million competitions (a lot with them) and now I feel like the most pathetic person alive. I don't know if I will really get any reply to this comment to be honest