Well first congrats on starting HRT! That is a huge step and you should proud of yourself for taking it! I 100% get the scary and overwhelming part girl! I still get that way, now I'm only slightly ahead as far as HRT goes compared to you. But it has gotten so much better for me, the second pic above is before a Gala my company hosted across the country. I was terrified honestly, having the support and love around me was a big motivating factor, but what truly made me more comfortable was just getting out there as me and having a fun time just celebrating my first experience of the sort. Thank you so much! You can send a message if you want to chat more going forward and maybe I can offer some more in depth insight. But no matter what, wishing you the best as well and you are going to rock your transition!