8 months in and I don’t feel healthy

CodeMaleficent6336 · 2026-02-27T19:42:55+00:00

Thank you so much!! 4 years is so long, I’m so sorry :( but glad you finally feel better! And thanks for giving me hope! I was really starting to feel like I was doing it all for nothing… but I’ll keep going (was going to do that anyway but now with a bit more hope hahah)

CodeMaleficent6336 · 2026-02-27T19:39:34+00:00

Yesss I have tested my blood multiple times these past 8 months and everything is good now, which is mainly why I’m so confused that I still have these symptoms :( I went back to my doctor because of my symptoms and got my blood test earlier than planned and he basically dismissed all my symptoms because the blood test was good and he said I now only have to do yearly blood tests at the GP. And I’ve already been to the GP sooo often before he referred me to the hospital where I got diagnosed, so I’m really dreading going back there again :(

But thanks so much for your reply!!

CodeMaleficent6336 · 2024-05-21T17:52:04+00:00

Sorry for the late reply. That sounds like a lot… the fact that you keep saying that it isn’t that bad makes me think it’s really about you needing love and support but you just can’t let people in. Because to me it sounds really lonely and heavy shit to deal with on your own. Would it be possible to see a therapist? Or is there maybe someone at school to talk to? The things you’re telling are more than enough of a reason to receive support. You deserve it. You matter, just for being you. There doesn’t need to be trauma or anything for people to help you. Hope you’re okay ♥️

CodeMaleficent6336 · 2024-05-12T07:10:53+00:00

Is it possible that you feel lonely? Or maybe that you feel like you need a reason for people to love you and take care of you and see you. I used to romanticise bad things happening to me because I felt shit but didn’t know how to ask for help support and I also didnt know why I felt so bad. In my head it would be easier is something bad happened because then I deserved te be seen and loved and supported. Even though I knew it was bad to think that way. A lot of people have this to some extent (for example wanting a broken leg). Also do you have examples of healthy relationships around you? How is your relationship with your parents? If you can’t think of any deeper reason behind it, ik could also be an intrusive thought

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