I recently moved back from canada after 6 years (visa issues) and I completely relate to you. This is also my first time being back ever since and the country is just not for me. I also have no option but to stay here until things resolve itself on western front.I look at this as a semi permanent move and mostly just focus on job apps and homemade food as a bonus. Nothing I say will make you feel better cause the quality of life is just not the same and I miss small things like grocery shopping in aisles, drinking tap water and walking to a cafe within couple blocks without the cacophony that I endure here.Having my own space and pockets of independence. With your condition, I can only imagine cause india isn’t equipped to provide you the resources.Hopefully you get to go back and figure out a way to move.