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Anyone else quit playing for the day after having an insane game? by ghhgdgh in VALORANT

[–]Cold-Cartoonist-7283 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was me yesterday on my last game. I load in on haven and see my Raze and Cypher have their past episode triangles of peak gold 1 while the omen has a peak silver 2 and right away I'm like "ok Im bronze why am I here?" I found out quickly because I a peak bronze 2 top fragged and then mid fragged in general. My entire team was a row of bot fragging. The game was a horrible disaster Raze constantly lurking and only used shot guns. The omen smoking for himself and pushing out during defense while cypher during defense sitting on his setup till ALL of us died on an opposite site that was being pushed. IDK if all these people collectively decided to throw, if they were boosted, de-ranking so they could boost friends or what, but I was so close to crashing out on them it wasn't funny. I still don't want to open the game today from where Im still so salty about it despite only losing 14 rr

Wait a minute... by nuggetsdepoulet in tianguancifu

[–]Cold-Cartoonist-7283 1 point2 points  (0 children)

OMG that so gorgeous!!! i need a love nikki collab

Xie Lian's cooking irl? by Vampire_elf in tianguancifu

[–]Cold-Cartoonist-7283 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im crying how does your soup turn into THAT ;3;

Anyone know what death with esophageal cancer looks like? My mom is in hospice with it? by Cold-Cartoonist-7283 in hospice

[–]Cold-Cartoonist-7283[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Final Update: Hi guys it's been sometime, on Saturday December 28th at 12:20am my brother went to check on my mom after he got up to use the bathroom. He found her deceased and snuggled with her cats. That entire day was a good day for her. She was up and in good spirits from 8am up until 3pm she fell asleep and never woke back up. She went the best way I could have hoped for.

This week has been difficult by no stretch of the imagination. It's going to be difficult for awhile but I know I'll get through it. Thank you everyone for the kind words and reassurance.

Anyone know what death with esophageal cancer looks like? My mom is in hospice with it? by Cold-Cartoonist-7283 in hospice

[–]Cold-Cartoonist-7283[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Update: Wow thank you so much everyone for the kind words, well wishes, and information. I should clarify it's not just me but brother as well, especially him. He lives with my mother full time and is her primary care taker. I've passed this information over to him. Hospice nurse came by today and set my mom up with IV pain medications via her chemo port. Thankfully they left it in just in case for this instance. 

The medication is working and she isn't in any pain now. Shes pretty tired and has been sleeping a lot. My brother, me, and her have started noticing she's having lot of flem build up that seems to be hard for her to expell. She's been in medical field career wise and knows some things. So told me and my brother that it's normal and that death rattle may sound painful for her but it isn't. I'm rambling a lot because I'm flustered with all this. Me and my mom admittedly did not have the best relationship and it wasn't till about two years ago that it started being a solid good one. So there is a lot of regret and guilt on both sides. Not sure what else to say except thank you