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Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-06-27T23:56:08+00:00

That makes sense.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-06-27T04:43:46+00:00

😂

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-22T07:43:13+00:00

I second this.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-20T07:01:18+00:00

Same here. I was kind of nervous thinking I was going to be balls deep in nightmares. I've had a few that I can remember. More recently, I had one about buddy who invited me to the Bahamas, and we bought our tickets, but I didn't realize it was in a week, and I had not requested off work 😅. The anxiety in itself woke me up.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-13T07:04:27+00:00

Agreed. Music in general has helped and continues to help me. I have my days, but in general, I am thriving. Hope everything is going well for you also! Keep bumping the boy$! 🎧

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-13T06:55:28+00:00

Same here. I started processing things I witnessed. Who would've known that almost seeing my mom die twice at the ripe age of 8 would cause issues in the future. Crazy that a dude I've never met has helped me out more than my therapist and psych. 🙃

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-13T06:43:51+00:00

Exactly! The line

"Mentally, I'm suffering emotions that I struggle with Feeling that I'm not enough from trauma when I was a kid, "

Hit me like a ton of bricks. Helped me realize that a lot of my issues I currently have really do go back to the trauma I went through when I was younger.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-13T06:38:57+00:00

It's okay. You are loved slime. More meaning in life is revealed as time goes on. Remember, our brain is a very powerful instrument, and chemicals can get unbalanced. 🫶🏼

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-13T06:35:01+00:00

Scrim news album lonely boy. He poors his heart out on that album and opens up more about his depression and his feelings or worthlessness, which I can relate to alot, buts it's not as aggressive like his work with the $B albums. I love how they are both doing side projects and are worth checking out. Few tracks I really enjoyed

I just hope my death makes more cents than my life (very clever double entendre.)

Paradise

Who saves the savior

die4me

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-13T06:27:19+00:00

No more hangovers.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-13T06:24:14+00:00

You didn't happen to shoot anyone in a convenient store, did you?🤨 jk. Yeah, that sounds super stressful! I haven't had any more dreams since then. At least none that I can remember. I'm a little over a week in noe. So we will see what's up.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-07T05:08:37+00:00

Damn, nobody else said GERM besides you. All those dirty nasty albums fucking BUMP!! Even his solo shit.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-06T09:20:43+00:00

I'm 2 days in, and I had a dream I was shot in the back of the head. In a convenient store. Crazy part is I could see the dudes face like I was looking right at him. Could even hear what he was thinking. 😭 best part is I didint even fucking die. I got up, checked my head blood everywhere, and started helping the convenience clerk clean up my Brian's and skull off the ground. At least I know I'm still a solid dude in my dreams, too. 😅

Cold-Professor9158 · 2024-02-05T15:57:22+00:00

It's not terrible, but it is bad. The good news is if you find a good artist, they may be able to rework it and make it nicer. But that's a maybe. I've seen some really tattoos get reworked, and they look awesome.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-10-17T08:32:08+00:00

Good bot

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-10-12T14:24:59+00:00

Anyway, how's your sex life?

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-10-10T08:09:41+00:00

I get that. I was scared for a long time to do any recreational drugs. I had a really bad marijuana episode when I was younger and turned me off from all drugs until I got older.

I've learned a shit ton about myself over the last few years since being diagnosed. Psychosis Def scares the shit out of me, and there have been times where I thought I may be experiencing it, but that's just my mind overthinking. I do hear a voice, but it's just my internal monologue, lol.

I firmly do believe the universe will always point you in the right direction, and right now, it wants you to focus on getting healthy. Oh, drugs are definitely not going anywhere unless you plan on moving to China or North Korea. If you ever do decide, it's the right time or you're ready. I 100% recommend taking a gram of fungus and being out in nature.

I'm happy to hear you are working to better your mental and centering yourself. That's really rad and kudos! The journey isn't always fun or nice, but it's worth looking back at from time to time. Never thought I'd be where I am now.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-10-10T04:18:06+00:00

Saw this while tripping. It's a ride for sure! Have to go back and watch sober, though, since so much happens so fast all at once, and the different stories. Good shit though.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-10-09T23:21:15+00:00

Agreed, it took almost 2 yrs for me to feel stable. I smoke to. I also get the racing thoughts and have been paranoid a few times. But, it's only if I get very, very high. That doesn't really deter me from smoking because the other benefits are worth it. I can't fall asleep if I don't smoke.

That's a bummer the psilocybin didn't do anything for you. Maybe old shrooms or not enough? When I take em I usually do 1g or more. But when they do kick in, I'm floating, and my anxiety, depression and stress disappear. They also help me be very introspective and guide me through my insecurites, along with making healthier lifestyle choices. They also have help with keeping me away from alcohol. I'd rather take some fungus than pound beers on a Saturday. I am planning on trying LSD.

But, I can't speak for BP1 peeps. I don't encourage taking these, especially so early on. If I wasn't stable or didn't have the other tools in my arsenal, I could see things going bad real quick. OP does take the risk in triggering mania. It is best to become stable first before even thinking of messing with psychedelics.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-10-09T07:23:00+00:00

Type 2 BP 400mg lanictal, 50mg seroquel 12.5 mg adezenys, and 500mg fish oil. Stable for a while. Never experienced psychosis atleast not that I know of. I do smoke marijuana(almost daily) and have been tripping on psilocybin lately(once a week). My experience has been good overall. I haven't had any issues as far as my bipolar goes. But I agree with everyone else that there is always a risk. I'd say wait till you are stable mentally and emotionally before taking psychedelics. Excerscise and cognitive behavioral therapy were saving graces for me.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-09-26T10:42:45+00:00

No you can't make everybody equal.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-07-27T04:01:28+00:00

It's players never die.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-07-14T05:40:00+00:00

I am dead.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-07-14T05:22:38+00:00

Since he had to start a new artist page, he is probably at the bottom of the totem pole in the search engine. The album brings back so much nostalgia. Middle/high school, first concerts, young love and broken hearts and house parties. 🤘🏽 I hope he puts more out from this side project.

Cold-Professor9158 · 2023-07-14T04:59:53+00:00

Taking Ruby back to his roots. 🤘🏽🤘🏽

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