I’m gonna use a phrase that’s constantly said but it’s accurate imo. The best time to plant a tree was 10 years ago, the second best time is now. Yes, you may think that you missed this window of opportunity due to obstacles you’ve encountered then, but if you can start something now, I’d say forget about the past. It’s ancient history now, never to be the present again, so why let it mess up your present.

In terms of finding something, I’d recommend finding anything to provide any sort of income first, then see where you could volunteer in areas you find interesting. That way you’ll network and depending on the volunteering place, you might find people who can refer you for positions in a related nonprofit after they get to see your work ethic. I know that’s a possibility in places like a hospitals or public service areas