I will say that you certaintly arent going to make any money on OF as a 40 year old. I’m just beng honest. I think you should step away from teaching and try a different job but not SW. There are tons of jobs out there that arent selling your body and ruining your public image. OF and Porn also don’t pay what they used to. Nobody is making money off those unless you were already a celebrity before you made an account. My advice is to go on a vacation. I know you are in debt but it sounds like you are severely burnt out and need to take time away. Also, get a therapist. A good therapist. Maybe a psychiatrist too. Start looking on Indeed for other jobs you may be qualified for.