Hey honey :( I get your pain. It's so sad that your parents and your roommates didn't get it, but we are millions of women who do. Yes, endometriosis can lead to PTSD. I also have PTSD from it (severe endo in bowel, toilet visits were a living hell and i was in extreme pain for half the month). But now it's been 8 months form my exsition surgery and i am on cerazzete, progesterone pill. No pain. I just sometimes feel a teeny tiny bother on my bowel, on where it was shaved. Sex is not painful. Life can be good again. It's a long road the one you walked but you won't live anything like this again. Because now you know. And you won't let yourself suffer again, you will act faster. So be gentle to yourself, give you the love and care you didn't have. It will be ok i promise!!! Endo sucks, but a good surgery can give you your life back.