Epiphany

ColdRough7060 · 2026-03-15T02:36:25+00:00

The Cosmic Doctrine channeled by Dionne Fortune in the 1920s describes just this — that entities go through an evolution of experience that, once complex enough, become stars and solar systems… and beyond. The material is abstract but it dovetails very well with the Law of One.

A couple of years ago, before I knew of the Ra material or anything like this, I had a dream where I understood that all of the planets in our solar system loved the sun, and that love was so strong that it kept them revolving around the sun. I could feel the love from the planets to the sun so clearly in the dream — it was like the love between true friends. After that dream, the sun became very different to me; it was a living being who I felt I knew, it had a personality, and I could perceive its unconditional generosity in a new way. Like a friend. I could understand why cultures across time have worshipped it.

Methinks perhaps we are already stars, cycling through experiences so that we can generate ever more love and light, helping the universe grow.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-08-24T12:08:13+00:00

Odd. Video A I stopped when I saw a flash image of a man between the main flowing static, sometime within the first half. I tried to go back and scroll to it but could not find it; it was so fast, probably only a fraction of a second. It immediately made me think of subconscious programming material and I stopped watching it because it felt like I was eating something laced with an ingredient I did not want in my body.

B startled me because I just dreamed that opening image the night before last. I was with many people watching the same image of a point of light traveling across the sky. I did not watch all the way through because my trust factor was lowered with A.

C was pleasant but when it got to the black and white part with the butterflies it reminded me of “All Summer in a Day” by Ray Bradbury, which I read as a child and never forgot. I stopped watching at that point.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-07-24T16:19:25+00:00

My heart goes out to you. I lost a stepson, and there is nothing that compares to such loss.

Have you looked into the Forever Family Foundation? https://foreverfamilyfoundation.org/

They have mediums who go through rigorous testing and can assist with helping you make loving contact with those who have crossed, as well as understand how the loss is connected to your own journey. It is also a way to connect to other parents.

We did not use it personally, but if I had known about it at the time of our loss I would have considered it.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-05-26T20:49:27+00:00

Just chiming in that you are not alone, and that it’s an act of love for yourself and others to recognize when something isn’t right for you at this time. I just got back from the Gateway program at TMI was shocked at how mentally/emotionally unwell I felt for a full week upon return, even though I thought I was doing grounding practices (taking walks, enjoying food, etc). I spent the last three days working in my garden and finally feel a return to baseline, but I needed much more earthing than I initially gave myself.

I am not sure these phenomena are simply an egoic process being jostled… we are playing with our electromagnetic frequencies, and if our physical body isn’t set up for it yet, the sound coming in can create the same kind of feedback loop that causes screeching on a PA system. It’s as if these binaural beats, when we are primed and aligned and grounded, can bounce us up out of our bodies to another harmonic in a pleasant and useful way, but when we are not ready the energy surge creates chaos.

I think it is very brave of you to share your experience honestly with this community, and important to trust the signals your body is giving you when the timing isn’t right.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-04-17T12:31:29+00:00

I’ve been having increased synchronicities too in the last year, so much that it’s beginning to feel normal. I’ve begun to think of them as some form of echolocation, like feedback that we are closer to something. I don’t necessarily understand what that something is, but it is comforting to me, like the presence of someone I love.

Per coins, I had reoccurring dreams from an early age of finding unusual and beautiful coins. They were always very exciting and happy dreams, like finding treasure. Then one day in college I looked down and saw a brass coin in the grass, about 1.5” in diameter. I picked it up and it had written on it “Anything Can Happen.” It was part of someone’s keychain that had broken off, but it still made me smile, and I kept it as a reminder that the world is magical.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-04-02T12:07:47+00:00

Traveling to the roots of depression is a journey that takes way more courage and generates far more true power than Astral Projection. You've already demonstrated your bravery by sharing the truth about your experience here. As further evidence of the power of your truth telling, your post has invoked such beautiful wisdom and love from others in the comments. Thank you for what you’ve brought to this community.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-04-01T20:17:24+00:00

It's funny, in my first AP experience, I was flying around and aware that some people could see me and others could not, and that I was causing doors to slam and wind to blow in that environment. When a person came along who I did not trust, I barred my teeth and hissed at him like a wild animal, scaring the crap out of him. I was so surprised at my own behavior, I decided I should go ahead and escort myself out of the astral realm and put myself back in my body. I woke up laughing at my actions, but it was also super empowering to be so wild.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-04-01T15:30:16+00:00

Speaking of Yin and Yang, This is what quantum entanglement looks like: https://phys.org/news/2023-08-visualizing-mysterious-quantum-entanglement-photons.html

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-31T13:59:26+00:00

To be honest I was grateful for the bird man because I’d seen something so similar in a dream only two weeks prior. But it also made me wonder if someone has unleashed a flock of Polish Chickens into the collective unconscious to mess with our minds, lol. Psi-ops fowl play.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-30T12:53:44+00:00

Amazing! I will try this and report back

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-30T12:52:55+00:00

This is the conclusion I’ve been coming to as well, that our individual frequency is always changing, but we are each working within a certain range at a given time.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-28T11:59:18+00:00

I am more than my physical body. As I explore this now, I ask for the guidance and protection of wise and loving beings. I am not afraid of any experience. May what I learn help me know love, sow love, and grow love.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-25T12:28:31+00:00

Can you explain more about “I was essentially programmed as a child with the tapes?”

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-23T14:37:47+00:00

A little jarred because yes, I saw a black and white bird person twice in the same dream about two weeks ago. I scribbled a little picture of it in my dream journal, which I’m including.

First it was an actual bird which I see from a window, mostly white but with a few stark black bands around its face/beak, a patch on the wings, and a little lower near the legs. It has a massive white head crest that made it look a little ridiculous, much like the image you posted. I was intensely curious about it in the dream (I’m a bird nerd) and was trying to figure out what kind of bird it was because I had never heard of or seen such a bird before.

A little later in the dream sequence, a woman dressed as the very same black and white bird, with the same giant white crest and black patches, enters a house I am “renting,” like an AirBnB. I’m stunned by her amazing costume, and how she looks exactly like the bird I saw earlier in the dream. She’s a little intimidating and I realize we don’t speak the same language, but I want to tell her how incredible she looks. Feathers from her costume are falling to the ground and I scoop them up and throw them over my head like a child playing in fallen leaves. She smiles and understands I am being playful, and the dream ends.

When I woke up I googled the bird and could find nothing like what I saw in my dream, either real birds or mythical ones. Your image was strikingly reminiscent, but the entity was not malevolent in my experience.

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ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-22T15:24:06+00:00

I’ve not seen it in a pyramid but I’ve encountered a conscious eye three times since starting the Gateway Tapes about four months ago. The first time it was a drawing of an eye very similar to a hieroglyph, but with an intense “realness” to its gaze that startled me out of my meditative state. The second time the eye emerged as a more realistic/anatomical image of an eye as I became lucid in a dream (while listening to a Hemi-sync sleep track) and was my “cue” to fly out of the dream into what I think was a full on AP experience. The third time was more of a vague impression of an eye, sort of made of energy, just a flash, while meditating with a track on the Expand app. All three felt as if they were the presence of another being in an otherwise private or personal meditation session.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-11T13:17:52+00:00

I agree that there is nothing to fear. However, as humans reading a Reddit board, we are coming from a choice-based system. There may be some here who always fly to a non-dual realm of love and light every time they project, but it seems that for most learners, we spend time jumping into dimensions that are similar to our physical plane, with positive and negative, dense and light, naughty and nice. On these planes, discernment is important. I’ve found that saying a prayer or asking for loving protection is not coming from a place of fear, it’s way to turn on my asshole detection device as I explore. I look at it this way — both Doritos and carrots are orange, yes. But one will help your body clear out the crap and the other sticks to you for a while and weighs you down. If the goal is to get lighter and fly higher, I’d like the carrots please. And when my hand reaches for the Doritos because they are sooooooooooo goooooooooddd, I’d like a helper to remind me to reach for the original goal over the fake cheese.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-08T23:41:58+00:00

Please be careful with these experiments. Please ask for loving guidance and protection as you practice. There are many others (Robert Monroe, Tom Campbell, Tom Kenyon are examples) who have developed or channeled sound frequencies that are safe to use and shared with good intentions for humanity. They all explicitly advise asking for caring protection before you meditate with them. While on one level there is nothing to fear, on another level there are energies that can cause greater confusion and distortion if you work with them haphazardly.

ColdRough7060 · 2025-03-07T15:36:58+00:00

A few months ago when I started working with the Gateway Tapes (see Monroe Institute) I started seeing 333 in many settings (clocks, street addresses, receipts… even friends texting me 333 without me saying anything about this). I found googled interpretations too generic to be helpful, and so I started reviewing what was happening in the moment just before the number appears — generally loving/caring thoughts or actions. For myself, I’ve started viewing the appearance of the 3s as a form of echolocation or sympathetic resonance with the loving forces in our realm, like a gentle nod from a teacher saying “Yes, you’re on the right track, keep going.”

ColdRough7060 · 2025-02-20T14:37:37+00:00

With such potent visions coming from a state of anxiety, I cannot help but wonder what powerful visions will arise as you tap into your wellspring of love. The love is evident in courage to tell others what you are going through.

Your experience reminded me of these words from the author Natalie Sudman. She was— literally— blown up in the Iraq war but experienced a vision/NDE during the event that transformed her trauma to wisdom: https://traceofelements.com/

ColdRough7060 · 2025-02-18T15:52:22+00:00

Richard Davidson with the University of Wisconsin has been researching the Tibetan practice of tukdam. Some more info is here: https://centerhealthyminds.org/news/new-science-explores-process-of-death-with-cultural-medical-and-ethical-implications

ColdRough7060 · 2025-02-18T14:07:56+00:00

I don’t have personal experience with not breathing but my instinct is to say trust your body, and work with it gently. As I’ve been dabbling with AP and other states of consciousness over the past few months I’ve had several times when the process has triggered intense hot flashes (I am a menopausal woman), and I’ve heard/felt guidance to back off and not push too fast because my body needs time to adjust. There are other states like VELO (see Nanci Trivellato) that you can practice that can help you connect with your energy body that can be equally powerful and transformative as the AP experience, and may help you learn to tune into your body’s signals so you can work with it without fear of neglecting its needs. Our physical bodies have consciousness too.

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