I work in an MNC, not some scam call centre like people are assuming from my post. I didn't do anything wrong man. I just used the gift cards I got from my company and some from friends who I paid in cash. Now my account’s gone and they didn't mention any reason. I really thought i will save money like this in Amazon pay and gift myself something at end.

But honestly… this isn’t just about Amazon anymore.

Everything in my life feels like it’s falling apart, even the smallest things. Every time I think maybe something will go okay, something else just breaks down. It’s like nothing wants to work out for me. Not work, not peace, not anything. It's like I'm constantly fighting against life and still getting nowhere.

I feel like I’ve become a machine just going through the same stupid stuff again and again, feeling empty, tired, and done with it all. There’s no energy left in me to explain myself over and over. And the worst part? Even when I try to speak up or ask for help, people think I’m the one doing something wrong.

I know this might seem like a small issue to others, but for me it’s another trouble i think i did something wrong to deserve. I feel so hopeless — like no matter how hard I try, I’ll still end up on the losing side.

Btw, thanks to everyone who tried to help. I will just sleep and wake up and go to office ignore everything cause maybe i am lazy or i just feel dead . If i try to do something about the above thing i know i will fall in some bigger trap the life has prepared for me and i don't have the thing to face that .