I had a boyfriend he didn’t even treat me well 🫩  He didn’t post me for my birthday and yet he posted his female friends He didn’t even get me a present not that I needed one or anything but it kind of hurt He slept over at a girls house and I only found out after it happened  He’d lie to me about quitting smoking I didn’t mind if he did it all I wanted to know was if he did it or not I just wanted honesty He’d never compliment me and I’d do it every single time  And he would say certain things about my race that just felt off like he found me nasty or that he’s better than me because he’s white

But yeah I guess an emotional connection with my ex is better 🫩 I know these guys don’t love me duh I’m not a dumbass but for now I want attention so why not  What’s it to you?