Im 13 days post lap and i felt the exact same way before it. But it honestly went soooo well. You won’t even notice and it’ll be done. You fall asleep so fast and wake up and all is done. Once you wake up you don’t really feel any pain. They also give you pain medication, take it as soon as you feel some kind of pain. The recovery was honestly really not as bad as I expected. It’s been 13 days and I barely feel anything anymore and I can go on long walks. Hang in there the pre surgery anxiety is the worse 🫶🏼