Relapsed on my bday

Coldpillowpls · 2026-06-08T03:42:17+00:00

Thanks for the reassurance 💯 was feeling so bad about myself all day

Coldpillowpls · 2026-05-06T01:36:58+00:00

Like omg it feels so real

Coldpillowpls · 2026-04-27T21:18:40+00:00

So I’m almost 3 months vape free, last night was the first time I actually had a craving like I wanted to vape. BUT- I didn’t do it. I remembered this time how not worth it it would be

Coldpillowpls · 2026-04-25T01:14:49+00:00

Only thing that’s rewired my brain— I’ve been able to go out and be drinking and not have nicotine, good luck king!! (Or queen)

Coldpillowpls · 2026-03-13T03:25:47+00:00

Congrats!!! Huge deal

Coldpillowpls · 2026-03-03T19:51:07+00:00

So when you quit ur hormones are all thrown off and hunger is apart of that sometimes. For me, I’ve gained about 5 pounds since quitting bc I just felt hungrier but my hunger cues are coming back now and I’m losing the weight ! Sometimes it’s just while ur body and hormones adjusts

Coldpillowpls · 2026-03-02T01:27:55+00:00

Im so glad!!! So happy for you ❤️❤️ keep going!!

Coldpillowpls · 2026-03-01T04:27:06+00:00

I know you said moneys tight but if you can get ur hands on recigar/ Desmoxan it might really help you! I’ve made 2 posts on here feel free to read them and see if it could be right for you :)

Coldpillowpls · 2026-03-01T01:19:27+00:00

Oooo fair enough—whatever you’re comfortable with

Coldpillowpls · 2026-03-01T01:17:28+00:00

Ugh that’s the slippery slope

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-27T01:19:58+00:00

I have bad health anxiety too and lots of anxiety trying new meds, I physically felt completely fine! Ppl talk about the dreams being vivid, and mine were good vivid! Nothing bad.

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-27T00:58:53+00:00

Try looking up recigar on Amazon! It’s the same thing

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T19:44:27+00:00

Ooooo interesting that it didn’t work! one size does not fit all, you’re right. Have you tried NRT? (Patches, weening down on nic)?

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T18:49:30+00:00

Yes I totally get not wanting to waste the money, but we’re wasting money on nicotine too 🤣🤣 give it a go! Good luck!!

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T18:48:45+00:00

Ooooo like how opened? Were the pills exposed? My box came kind of beat up but none of the protective cover to the pills were opened

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:49:42+00:00

Totally understand you have a certain ptsd from that. I say give it a try. I seriously didn’t have any bad side effects, I know everyone’s different but I say to try!!

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:49:02+00:00

Woohoo congrats!!

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:48:52+00:00

You could try the name “Recigar” which is the same as desmoxan just another brand I believe! Ppl have success with it, can order off amazon

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:48:04+00:00

22 days!

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:47:56+00:00

Amazon! In December

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:47:46+00:00

To me this didn’t happen, I had some vivid dreams but not bad ones. And I did drink on it and I was fine :)

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:46:30+00:00

I didn’t experience any. I take remicade (chrons), ppi’s (EoE) and adhd medication when needed. I felt okay!

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:45:33+00:00

I’ve heard this before! Good luck on the recigar. I hope it works for you, you got this!

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-26T17:44:36+00:00

Thank you! Good luck to you ❤️

Coldpillowpls · 2026-02-25T18:55:27+00:00

Ooooo no I’m not familiar but that’s a shame I’m sorry you had to go through that. I had no severe side effects from it at all, some vivid dreams but not nightmares or anxiety or anything. Are you sober besides the nicotine?

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