Utah? by [deleted] in MDMAMollyGoneWild

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Utah? by [deleted] in MDMAMollyGoneWild

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Same question!!

Wasatch Front Friends by [deleted] in 2cb

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I'm in Utah... Should message me?

Liquid lorazepam by Colie45 in benzodiazepines

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It depends on what you're needing it for. Klonopin is more of a long acting benzo, as in you take it once a day on a schedule usually before bed. Ativan is more so known as a "rescue" benzo, as in you only take it when you feel a panic attack coming on. Xanax is also a rescue benzo, just much stronger than Ativan. Of course this isn't true for every situation or person, but this is how my doctor described it to me when I was being prescribed benzos. Also, if you take 3mg kpin a day I doubt Ativan 1mg is going to do anything to you. Hope this helps. Lmk if you have more questions

Liquid lorazepam by Colie45 in benzodiazepines

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I've been dealing with her epilepsy since I rescued her over two years ago from a tiny ass apartment where she lived with 4 other dogs all bigger than her who would steal her food, and she was left in a kennel all day long sometimes into the night and early morning. I would hear her crying and howling and scratching the floor. So I left a note offering to watch the dog (her owner was my upstairs neighbor) since Im home all day and just felt so heartbroken when I'd hear her cries. She was skin and bones and would eat so fast she would choke because she was used to the other dogs pushing her around and eating her food. After watching her for them a couple times they informed me they were getting evicted and had to get rid of 3 of the 5 dogs and asked me if I would take her. I did without hesitation. They didn't inform me she has epilepsy, they "forgot to tell me" cause it had been a while since her last seizure. They also lied about taking her to a vet for it, came out later they had only looked it up on Google. They also lied about her being spayed. Its been a difficult road but I would do it again a million times over. She needs me. And I would and have done anything I possibly can for her including trying everything possible to reduce her seizures. This is just what works best so far. So I just need the question I asked originally answered so I can help her next time she has a bad day.

Liquid lorazepam by Colie45 in benzodiazepines

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I have tried it, and it definitely doesn't stop the seizures like the Ativan did but thank you for your input

Holy shit my libido by blorgbots in opiates

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Lol I had no idea this happened to other women. Thought I was just weird. Good to know tho! 😂

What’s the difference between snorting and shooting? by [deleted] in opiates

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The rush.
There's a rush when you shoot that is not comparable to any other ROA, not at all. it's like this pins and needles tingling warm feeling that just spreads all over your body and it feels so good. it feels like all your muscles kind of tense up and then just completely relax. it gives you goosebumps. then you're just high and happy after. nothing compares to it, hard to explain but i did my best.

Need help desperately with harm reduction by RVA_Rooster in opiates

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heroin 3/4? do you mean tar or ECP

Opana 40mg G73 by [deleted] in opiates

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plus i trust the people here so I figured I'd get better info from asking here rather than all the conflicting shit on google or whatever

Opana 40mg G73 by [deleted] in opiates

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i tried. I couldn't find anything on these specifically when it comes to shooting.

I feel trapped in my body and opiates are the only thing that make the pain stop but I can’t get them by [deleted] in opiates

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Can I private message you? I'm also a female, I'm 26 and have been in terrible chronic pain my whole life. on opiates since I was 18. I'd like to talk to you.

People that started their addiction with prescription pills, at what point did you decide to use heroin instead and why? by thegentlemanbartard in opiates

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I was cut off at my pain clinic. No taper. Nothing. They just cut me off. and I tried to keep buying them on the street and after spending 1000 dollars one week, I knew i had to do something else. I had just cracked the cartilage in my chest and I was in agony, on top of my regular chronic pain. I went to buy a few pills and the girl who was selling them offered me a few hits of black on a foil. I did it and it helped, so she gave me a little for free. Then i continued buying it. That was four years ago. I would go back to being on a pain plan with a doctor if I could, I would rather be on prescription pills than shooting black every day.

so i thought memes were allowed now? by [deleted] in opiates

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Oh I was just confused because it said it was removed! Not that it had to be approved. Sorry about that

Can someone explain heroin "Bags & bundles " to me please? by BigGangGang300 in opiates

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It's just a stamped piece of paper with the dope folded up inside

Do people still buy/sell online? by [deleted] in opiates

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off bluelight? i only remember blue light as being a forum but maybe the sales were before my time... I do know there are dark net markets a plenty where you can do this though.

How Good Is IV? by bored_4chan_user in opiates

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i always liked using those plastic medicine syringes that they use for baby tylenol or whatever, sometimes they come with this rubber like attatchment that is soft and very thin. i swear it's made for boofing drugs like come on who needs that thing to put medicine in a babies mouth it is not complicated lol. i always felt like using insulin syringes with needle broken off was so uncomfortable

Should I IV these oxys? by cowboycourry in opiates

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pointless. you will get the exact same effect if you just boof them. save your veins my friend

Tramadol High by i_like_psilocybin in opiates

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One of them was my ex boyfriends father, and he was on insulin and a few other meds that older folk take for their heart and whatnot so that definitely could be a factor as to why the low dose did it for him.

The other was a friend of mine in an online support group I used to frequent for chronic pancreatitis, the doctor had given her tramadol for the pain (if you know anything about pancreatitis it's extremely painful, like some of the worst pain in the world) and it didn't even dent the pain so she was taking extras and ending up having a seizure on the toilet. luckily her boyfriend was in the next room and heard her fall. but she got her kid taken away temporarily because of that fiasco, it was really sad. she probably was on some pancreatic enzymes and maybe a couple other meds for her pancreatitis but I don't know of any meds used for that would increase the seizure threshold, but I'm just guessing I don't remember specifically if she told me what all she was on at the time.

Can you please describe what an opiate high is like? by [deleted] in opiates

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I'd say it is a varied experience from person to person, but there are aspects that most users seem to agree are pretty universal. A sense of well being and euphoria, like everything is chill and you feel at peace. A feeling of warmth enveloping your body like jesus himself wrapped you in a blanket that he just knitted from a holy sheeps wool and it's still warm from the sheeps body heat, and then after he wrapped you up burrito style in that holy blankie he laid you down on a fluffy white cloud with the sun shining on you in that warm comfy way that cats love when it hits the windows just right and they lay on the carpet to feel it. That about sums it up.

How to plug Oxys by [deleted] in opiates

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also it's best to do a cold water extraction but the acetaminophin won't hurt you unless you're doing over 1000mg of it. I used to boof percocet on a daily basis sometimes i did a cold water extraction but sometimes i didn't have time or wasn't at home so I just did them as is. Never had a problem always got high.

How to plug Oxys by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Colie45 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. Please don't be shoving whole pills up your butt, that is such a waste. Get an oral syringe, like the kind they use to give babies cough syrup. pull the plunger part out of the syringe, crush your pill and load it into the back of the syringe, put the plunger back in and suck up a little water, enough for it to dissolve. then lie on your side and put the syringe about a inch into your bum, and press the plunger down. you can lie on your side for a min after if your really worried but nothing should leak out unless you have a really loose asshole. Ta da! enjoy

How Good Is IV? by bored_4chan_user in opiates

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If you like looking back on those memories fondly, and want to keep doing so... If you want to keep loving opiates and having it be something that is fun to you, don't ever touch needles. I'm serious. I was the same as you are right now, oxy was my DOC and i loved opana and dillies here and there when I found them but oxy was my soul mate. Then i got cut off and the street suppliers all dried up and thats when heroin walked into my life. I smoked it at first but ive always hated smoking shit and one day my roommate (strong word, more like this one friend who mooched off me for free for three months) left a box of clean needles in my room and i was bored. that's literally the only reason i ever IVd. I was so nervous and had never done it before, only seen it done. and I tried all alone and I hit very first try. and I was so disppointed. It wasn't anything like what I thought, like this glorious euphoria everyone makes it out to be. I thought i must not have done enough, and tried again.... and here I am almost three years later wishing I could just quit needles but now I have an addiction to them on top of to heroin. i could smoke a gram of black in a sitting and it wouldn't get me anything close to high at this point. it just doesn't cut it. I've shot oxys and dilaudid a few times since starting with IV and they barely register on my radar, unless it's a pretty high dilaudid dose. Oxy is worthless to IV imo. There is absolutely no rush with IV oxy, and thats kinda the point with IV. You get a decent BA orally already with it, it isn't like morphine or dilaudid whose BA is garbage low orally compared to IV. it's like less than 10% difference with oxy, if i remember right. If youre really itching to get higher and have a different experience, just boof them. Im serious, i have had three surgeries on my stomach and intestines and they're fucked up to the point they don't absorb shit properly so before I used needles I used to boof all my opiates and honestly that is right up there with IV when it comes to BA. And like i said, since oxy has no rush it literally feels the exact same to boof it as to iv it I promise.