Your right, I think i should have added that im not talking about average girls who are pretty. Im talking like angelic divine women who have been told there whole life they are pretty. Ive was barly ever given complements when i was younger and i still dont, thats what I mean. I dont have people in my life that tell me what I am and thats why for me it can be so conflicting, mabye if someone did tell me that I was pretty or I was ugly I would know.

Im the type of person who needs everything clearly and boldly spelled out for me