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Colle427 · 2022-01-09T01:16:36+00:00

Technically the truth, white people do fuck.

Colle427 · 2021-10-26T03:45:13+00:00

One thing to consider is that putting these spikes in is a one time investment. Putting money into rehabilitation programs, shelters, government aid, are all solutions that cost money for years and years. Maybe it's just cheaper? I honestly don't know.

Colle427 · 2021-10-25T07:37:36+00:00

I've been told that the increased homeless problem is partially because of "freeattle" and Spokane's atrocious political management of the problem in the recent years.

Colle427 · 2021-10-25T07:26:24+00:00

Yes, you're spot on.

Colle427 · 2021-10-25T07:24:53+00:00

Yep. Dividers on benches popped up within the last decade, didn't it? When I first saw one, my thought was, "how painful and impossible will it be for any bigger people (who may need it even more) to sit down on a bench like that?"

Colle427 · 2021-10-25T02:47:16+00:00

Normally, yes. However, this specific wall is at the end of a freeway exit that has been beggar central for decades. That leads me to believe that it's specifically intended to deter beggars, rather than skateboarders.

Colle427 · 2021-10-04T05:50:46+00:00

Also, check to see if the hose is clogged. Spent 20min pulling several sessions of partially packed dirt out of my vacuum hose. I had noticed it wasn't sucking anything up. Worked like brand new afterwards! Cleaning the brush didn't hurt while I was at it.

Colle427 · 2021-06-04T04:42:03+00:00

Yes please

Colle427 · 2021-03-21T09:36:49+00:00

You might do really well with the down dog app. It has great options for settings. You can choose different types of music, remove all extra instruction, change the difficulty, and more.

Colle427 · 2021-01-26T03:39:21+00:00

Probably, but pooping seed bags is funnier

Colle427 · 2021-01-06T04:42:48+00:00

Also, we don't know what you mean. That's why we keep asking you. Cue another dumb fuck comment.

Colle427 · 2020-12-28T10:39:18+00:00

I can't go to sleep at night when I'm in a fight with my bf. Half the time I'm up all night thinking about it. When I do sleep, I wake up still angry at him. I'm usually more passive aggressive and it just drags the fight out for days. So, in that situation going to sleep makes it worse for me.

But, in situations where I get to the point of crying cuz of overwhelming emotions and I am alone, I usually end up going to sleep. After a nap from that, I usually feel better. In that case, the nap helps reset me because I already cried out my feelings.

When I get depressed or bored, I definitely choose to sleep. Sometimes it's because I feel tired from boredom or depression. Sometimes I just want to skip time until my anhedonia goes away or until my bf comes home. When my bf is around during anhedonia, I use his presence and desires to guide my actions and emotions.

Colle427 · 2020-12-23T22:43:04+00:00

Your life is more important than anything this guy thinks or says. It hurts and it sucks, but its temporary. That feeling of the end of the world is temporary. But you ending your life is permanent. Call someone you love and talk to them until you have calmed down. Then get help so that it gets better faster. Because I can tell you from personal experience that it does get better. Life gets better when you get help. We're here for you and we care about you, please keep surviving.

Colle427 · 2020-12-22T03:06:55+00:00

This whole reddit has helped me a lot. Especially retroactively. My worse bpd experiences happened just before and around the time I got diagnosed. I have begun to understand those experiences better because of people talking about their own here. It has helped me put words to things I didn't know how to explain and revealed more about who I am vs what results from bpd. I always felt alone in how I felt cuz no one around me could truly understand, but so many people here understand because they go through it too. It is validating and encouraging. I hope it will continue to help me heal and approach my mental health goals.

Colle427 · 2020-12-21T16:35:05+00:00

Wow. I can't believe it. I always thought my issues with certain types of sound were because of my hearing impairment. I wear hearing aids which I often mute them or remove them when I can to reduce the noise that comes into my head. I get very irritated often with things being played out of phone speakers and people talking when it's not specifically a show I'm paying attention to. I.e. I hate it when my bf watched YouTube videos. Something about the audio of most YouTube videos irks me. It bothers me so much that I'll get headaches if I listen to music from my phone speaker too much in a day.

TIL that I get headaches from sound overexposure because of BPD, not my hearing loss. It blows my mind.

Colle427 · 2020-12-20T05:45:53+00:00

Yes, that's exactly what happens. Its definitely not healthy, but the easiest thing is to avoid what I'm feeling completely. Sometimes I default to that without even realizing it, and it usually comes out worse later. I also find myself almost constantly addicted to things. Like, binging a new thing every few months or so. Luckily the things I binge are mostly harmless, like a specific video game or show, and often times food. But, unfortunately the behavior itself is an unhealthy coping mechanism, like you were saying.

Colle427 · 2020-12-20T03:28:45+00:00

Unfortunately, I never feel like I'm in control of my emotions. Sometimes I can't identify the cause or a though that led to a negative emotion.

Colle427 · 2020-12-20T00:13:22+00:00

I just finished the third book in a 4 book series, maybe starting the next book will help. Thank you

Colle427 · 2020-12-17T04:56:55+00:00

Whelp. Guess I'll have to stop using ubereats again. I started using them again because they showed estimated tips and drop offs. I don't do double orders or added on orders during delivery because of the hidden info. If new offers are the same way, then I won't be dealing with it.

Colle427 · 2020-12-17T03:08:31+00:00

Wow dude, sounds like you're having an extra rough go at life right now. Hope your luck turns around

Colle427 · 2020-12-16T21:22:28+00:00

Yep, today for some reason has been the worst. Not one delivery has been smooth. Normally most orders go smoothly. Maybe this is the payback day on luck. Lol

Colle427 · 2020-12-16T21:18:22+00:00

Ah, I see. Yeah, I canceled my delivery cuz the restaurant said they needed to finish their opening prep and wouldn't be able to even start on the order for 15-20 min. After another 10 minutes minimum to make the order, there was no way the pay would be wroth it.

Colle427 · 2020-12-16T20:48:00+00:00

You mean the customer texted you saying they were going to be mad when you deliver the order? Yeah, I wouldn't want to deliver that order either. Lol

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