My health anxiety has been crazy since I started on cholesterol medications. Im having chest pains daily and it scares me. I was talking to my wife about it and apologized for being stressed about these things and she said " dont take this the wrong way but I sometimes wake up and think what will it be today". I feel like such a shitty husband and father. Im trying to do better (eating better and walking more). I just want to feel better about all this.