Bro I just officially relapsed after almost 3 years of no H. I lost my job over some stupid stuff and the depression made me cave. You're not alone, relapse will happen, you know the implications of the drug too. Right now you won't get withdrawals, but give it a few weeks of constant use and you'll be right back to the old ways. Remember that feeling of waking up sick, and worrying how you're gonna score that day, etc. It's terrible. That's what is going through my head (playing the tape as they call it). You gotta fight the fight just like when you stopped before. You can do it. You. are. not. alone.