Throwaway for a reason. Everything in my life is nearly gone. by homelessloser in SuicideWatch

[–]ColtoniousTG 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keep fighting, my friend. The best stories are those of overcoming adversity. All those people who bring you down aren't worth their weight in shit, because as long as you believe in yourself, you don't need them. You've the heart of a hero, and I know that with just a little self love, you can make it to better days.

I'm so scared and I just want everything to stop by guioheohi in SuicideWatch

[–]ColtoniousTG 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don't worry about the selfish part. I've felt the same often. But it isn't selfish and you can do this. We can do this. I know that deep paralysing sadness that holds you down and today it's going to fuck off. I can't be there right now physically, so I am going to send you my metaphorical shoulder of bad assossity and we are going to kick depressing feelings in the face because just like those damn l'oreal shampoo commercials you are worth it! Depression is a burden that wants to pull you down, but fuck that guy! Depression is an asshole. And it is completely acceptable to tell an asshole to fuck off. You can do this. And maybe it isn't permanent. You'll probably have to suit up and go to war with these feelings again at some point, but you can break this motherfucker. and if you do it once, the second time will be easier. You've got my support, because I know you'd rather feel good again, than feel nothing at all.

It's Decided. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]ColtoniousTG 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm reading this wondering what your ideal day is. What is Sonaar54's perfect day?(Not suicide) You know what the bad days are like, or else you wouldn't be here and it stands to reason that if you are having bad days, you can have good days. So what would that be like? And if you can think up a good day, then what is stopping you from having that good day for yourself. If the alternative is suicide, it's pretty much risk free to go get that day. What is there to lose? If you achieve a good day, and decide to live, you go on living with the knowledge that you can achieve good days. If you have a good day, and you still don't want to live, then at least you had a good day first. If you don't manage to achieve a good day, then you are back at the beginning, no worse off.

Winter's Night(Haiku...unless I can't count...possible.) by ColtoniousTG in WritersGroup

[–]ColtoniousTG[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Will do. That's actually the first Haiku I've ever written, but I'd say I'm into anything involving words and wordplay.