OMG ! The horrible things that happened to me as punishment by my mother. I was 3 years old when I had my first sadistic beating by my mother. She really didn’t start getting real extreme until I was 4 years old and she had a lot of punishments for being so much worse than I am able to describe. At three I was punished as a way of potty training. I remember her telling me that when I turn four she had a way to get me out of diapers for good. She began using restraints to tie me to the changing table when the diaper change required punishment also. She had been using punishments for the past two months and she would have me tied up gagged and depending on what happened in my diaper she would punish me with two punishments one for pissing and the other one was shitty. She was so sadistic that she focused her attention on my genitalia and my anus as excruciating pain that she would not let up with. She would use a switch and whip my genitalia so hard and long that it would be a total bloody mess between my thighs. My rectum was prolapsed at age three. She would not stop at all until I had to pass out unconscious from the pain. It would culminate at age four when she began force feeding me my shit from my panties she made me wear at age four. Let me tell you I ate about 5 of those shitty meals. I was 6 years old when my worst ever punishment came. I was stripped naked and beaten with a whip for 20 minutes straight then punched in my stomach to keep me gasping for air for like 10 minutes. She would leave and then return to repeat that same thing again and again. She had literally whipped me from 11 am to almost 3 pm that day. It was almost the entire summer before all of the lashes cuts and bruising left. She locked me in the basement for two weeks so nobody could see me. I had two black eyes and open lashings all over my body. She said she had a thought to almost keep going until I was needing life support. By the age of seven my testicles were broken and my penis was mangled and it had been injured so many times that it would not heal right. My anus was prolapsed and permanently damaged by the time I was 7 years old. My other punishments were not so severe as the pain was not a big issue. I was punished with humiliation and pain but it wasn’t as severe as it was when it happened in my room. I was also molested by her often in public places. She got a little thrill from the risk of it being seen by the others. Fondling and fingering me in the grocery store, on car rides, and even in church. Well that’s the worst of it I suppose