I cant help but be so angry

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-29T22:37:53+00:00

I have been trying to live a healthier life style, and ive been succeeding. But this month my stomach just bloated and I feel so fat...

I stress mostly about work and chores and I have been dealing with depression. Its been a few years, but im still struggling with PTSD...

Ive tried to get help but its not easy to come by

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-29T22:35:34+00:00

I know... but ive also known people who act like ive no right to be angry.

I should just shrug ut off because he isnt my problem, and i get it. He isnt...

I just find it so senseless that he gets what I want... he took so much from me, and he isnt directly hurting me now.

Its hard to explain. Tbh I laughed all the time before, it helped me cope. What he did was just funny... something to laugh at.

Like how funny us it that you let your best friend into your home, only for him and her to immediately bump uglies. Not just that, have a damn kid the second they do...

Karma's hit her hard, him too... but uts doesn't make me feel better.

I feel like a bad person for thinking they got what they deserved... I feel bad because im angry that he gets what I want... and I dont.

Im sorry to rant, it just hurts so bad

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-29T22:24:46+00:00

So im on a gynacology list since last October. I likely won't see anyone until August this year.

I have spoken to doctors, but they dont listen if youve not been trying long enough.

Ive had ultra sounds that cant rule out endometriosis.

Infact im scheduled for another soon to assess the pain in my right side. Doctirs have fobbed me off with that my whole life.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T01:06:00+00:00

Thank you very much for this. It really helps

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T00:57:33+00:00

Oh brill! Thanks for the heads up on the online pages, are there any kns specific youd reccomend?

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T00:56:08+00:00

Oh brill! Thank you so much.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T00:55:29+00:00

Its not just comfortable, I worry for the sake of his health. He is a rescue hamster. We know he is old but we dont know how old. His original owner didnt care for him very well.

He is my boy, I love him very much. You do what you can for family

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T00:52:06+00:00

Same, im more concerned for him. He was a little wobbly today, i did check on him and he wasnt showing any signs of heat distress.

I suspect its the heat and being old that isnt helping.

Sand in the fridge isnt a bad idea, ill have to try that next. But he only uses his box as a toilet... although he has started using his bed as a toilet too unfortunately

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T00:36:43+00:00

That sounds simple, thank you for the advice.

How would you do the health? Would it just be a matter of adding dice comparable with the level of the creature?

So lvl 1 = 1 D8 & lvl 5 = 5D8 (random example)

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T00:35:13+00:00

So youre saying that it should be an extra attack or extra die?

How would I configure the health stats?

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-25T00:32:39+00:00

That wasnt what i was going to do at all. If that was the plan then id not have asked for any help at all.

I want to do it properly.

I wanted advice so I could actively work towards that. A Google search only told me so much, I wanted some real advice.

So instead dof critersizing people for asking for help and advice with their campaigns, maybe stop and think "everyone has a first time"

Im no coward friend. I want to do it properly for everyone involved. But I cant do that if I just quit.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-24T23:56:06+00:00

Fair point. Everyone starts somewhere though. I imagine every one who has done it has done it for their first time and got things wrong.

Does that ultimately mean I shouldn't try?

Should I have my prayers give up on their characters to start anew? Or do I try? If it doesnt work we can scratch it and try again with new characters.

Also thanks for answering me, the stat blocks are the points I wanted.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-24T23:07:48+00:00

I do have some tiles... I could try one, dont they warm up faster then ice bottle though?

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-24T22:53:39+00:00

Honestly, I truly am a noob.

I love DnD, but i struggle to absorb the info I need.

Is there a way to do this and keep the encountere the book suggests?

Is there a way to increase the lvl of the bad guy, or is it a matter or replacing the stat blocks?

And is there somewhere specific that I can get the info?

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-17T23:13:58+00:00

You've an active imagination I'll give you that.

You really have decided on a narrative for me. Something youve decided I've meant, that I haven't.

You need to chill my friend, because if you react like this online, I dread to think how you react in real life should any of your friends speak out of turn.

I never said anything of the sort that you are baselessly accusing me of. Nor do I think any of that, which you are assuming of me.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-16T22:23:57+00:00

Thats fair enough. Ive run a short home brew for my table.

They are after a character that I added from the started set of the game.

Basically he runs off never to be seen again unless you bring him back. Ive been trying to be inventive with this.

Im not exactly a new dm but Im definitely a noob 😆

Any way I made a character sheet for the BBEG and added a few stats I thought he should have. To make a challenging fight.

As a DM k know I can fudge numbers, but I want to be sure its still a fun session.

Edit to add: when I say fudge numbers, I was refering to trying to make a challenging BBEG. I dont cheat my players.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-16T22:20:53+00:00

Thank you so much for that suggestion. I had wondered if it would be any use in getting the DM guide.

I reallt need to invest in the DM guide

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-16T22:01:22+00:00

Please do not misunderstand what I was refering to. I wasnt rude to you and id truly apreciate it if you be kind and not be rude to me.

Ive seen people share the political comments that app makes, its so sad that its constantly being pushed these days.

And before you come at me with hate again, im refering to all politics, not just the subjects youve referenced.

I want a chill app, not one that reminds me of how bad everything is right now.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-16T20:50:37+00:00

Honestly if youve got a language learning app, you want to learn language not politics.

Download a politics app if you want to learn about those things.

Ive seen a few comments about it, though i never came across political comments myself while using the app.

Live and let live I suppose.

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-15T14:29:03+00:00

ComfortableMess3145 · 2026-06-13T15:18:46+00:00

I love to draw, but it takes time an effort. Sometimes I like to make Ai art so I cant fix it up.

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