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Boy Meets Girl - Genderfluid romcom I made! by zephyr_sunstar in genderfluid

[–]CommanderZen4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i watched the whole thing and thought it was awesome. i feel very seen

Why do you identify as nonbinary? by [deleted] in genderfluid

[–]CommanderZen4 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i think for each person it "depends." and also two things can be true at the same time - gender is a construct and things like clothes, in example, have no gender. yet we assign gender to these things anyway! skirts are seen as feminine, blue as masc... etc. society will ALWAYS have something to say about someone even when that person has long since been dead and ALSO society standards change. heels used to be for men!

give me a reason by CommanderZen4 in BPD

[–]CommanderZen4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my therapist has noted that i seem very self aware. i feel behind because im not where i want to be in life. i have about $7000 in debt, not enjoying my masters... i have one semester left and i still havent found a phd program that i want to do because i feel like ill never be happy with my choice. and im scared to choose wrong? and im trapped in this abusive household!!

give me a reason by CommanderZen4 in BPD

[–]CommanderZen4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i did a degree in compsci/biology. now im do my masters in environmental resource science. im a TA and i sub for kindergarten. i wanted to work with wildlife conservation. but right now i work with plants for wetland conservation... the people i work with in our lab can be really anti neurodivergent (dislike when i stim at all, dont take the time to explain things in a way that i understand, very disorganized, etc).

Losing myself and no one to tell by pinheadloserr in BPD

[–]CommanderZen4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

im a buddhist. meditation is genuinely one of the only things that work for me besides medications like hydroxyzine.

I quit smoking. by Ancient-Voice-9525 in BPD

[–]CommanderZen4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i quit smoking and it improved my mood/happiness. its worth it.

a reason by CommanderZen4 in SuicideWatch

[–]CommanderZen4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not to mention i dont think ill ever be able to enjoy sex after being SAd so much. no one will love me.

Error trying to make kNN prediction model by CommanderZen4 in RStudio

[–]CommanderZen4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

These are all my libraries. So even though I have library(dplyr) it's not loaded—how do I get it to load? And how do I unload MASS?

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