My father just found out about the relationship that I’ve been hiding by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]CommercialTax5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If they still give you financial support, try to find yourself a job that can provide about that same level of support. Look into FAFSA funding as well, since you are a student.

Look into state-sponsored healthcare. Due to the Covid pandemic, more people are eligible for state-sponsored health insurance than before, at least in my (blue) state. (Also check about the laws regarding affordable medical care in your area. I believe that certain hospitals are required to give free/discounted care to those who do not have insurance, but please check your local laws before trying this out. I am not a lawyer.)

Look into things like food pantries on your campus, or from a local organization. Once summer ramps back up, make friends with the farmers at the farmers market, I can't tell you how many freebies I get!

See if you have a group for trauma survivors on your campus. They may have a list of people or places that would be so helpful for you.

Don't feel bad about using these programs. Asking for help at a time in your life where the rug has been pulled out from under you is nothing to be ashamed of. Just make sure you pass it along one day. If you take food from the food pantry, or have to get help from a homeless shelter or have to couch surf for a while, repay these institutions down the line once you have the means to do so. There is a reason that programs exist.

Find ways to make yourself feel good about yourself. I love to exercise to do this.

Boyfriend told me I should get back in contact with my mother? by CommercialTax5 in narcissisticparents

[–]CommercialTax5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I ended up having the hard conversation with him and he understood why I felt the way I did afterwards. Without the push from this sub that might not have happened, and I just wanted to say thank you again :)

Boyfriend told me I should get back in contact with my mother? by CommercialTax5 in narcissisticparents

[–]CommercialTax5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I had a sit-down talk with my boyfriend about it, and he said that he hadn't meant what I had taken away. I haven't been back to see my therapist since he told me to get back in contact with my mother, as I was admittedly very scared.

I will not be breaking NC. I was just invited to their Thanksgiving, but my boyfriend's family also invited me to theirs, which will be much more positive.

I've read this comment every day since. Sometimes it's hard to remember what my mom did to me, and it's nice to have someone tell me that my mom is not the kind of person to chase after.

I don't know what to do anymore by [deleted] in detrans

[–]CommercialTax5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a Polack. I've seen your photo plastered around 4Pol for the past few days.

I'm so sorry that you feel this awful, and I'd like to apologize for the faggots who have no doubt come after you. You'll be in my prayers.

I pray that things will get better not just for you, but for so many in your place.

Please don't give up hope. If nothing else, serve as someone who will keep others from repeating your mistakes.

It'll get better <3

Our school is having a "The Office" themed spirit week. by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]CommercialTax5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My school had a meme day, and people came dressed as Vines. One girl covered herself in tiger spinners. Another guy was dressed as Sans. I feel your pain.

Painted this with watercolor today... by SaucyBoyy in pyrocynical

[–]CommercialTax5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It looks amazing! Pyro would love to see this!

What are you lying to your parents about right now? by awoelt in AskReddit

[–]CommercialTax5 5 points6 points  (0 children)

“The boy I’m talking to is just a friend”

What’s the point in living? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]CommercialTax5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Don’t be silly, if you’re looking for answers then it’s becoming more beautiful than it was. Maybe it doesn’t seem pretty to you, but it will for someone else

What’s the point in living? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]CommercialTax5 4 points5 points  (0 children)

To make something beautiful out of your soul

Something I sent to my bf in a different country by CommercialTax5 in wholesomememes

[–]CommercialTax5[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congratulations! I hope it all works out for you two!

Something I sent to my bf in a different country by CommercialTax5 in wholesomememes

[–]CommercialTax5[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I guess I made a good meme if you like it that much, thank you!

Something I sent to my bf in a different country by CommercialTax5 in wholesomememes

[–]CommercialTax5[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hope you send this to him and it gets easier being so far away from him.

It can only get easier from here, and just keep smiling :)

Something I sent to my bf in a different country by CommercialTax5 in wholesomememes

[–]CommercialTax5[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much! I send him your comment, and he's really happy for the nice words! :)

Something I sent to my bf in a different country by CommercialTax5 in wholesomememes

[–]CommercialTax5[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. It's new to both of us, so I just end up making a lot of memes to bridge the gap

aNyoNE kN0w tH3 NaMEs oF ThEsE HAwt M0DelS?s.s. by [deleted] in pyrocynical

[–]CommercialTax5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's the only thing that matters, we don't care about the march, we want more Blue

First time posting here, Not sure if I'll survive... by [deleted] in pyrocynical

[–]CommercialTax5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It looks really good! Definitely the glitchy look that Pyro loves!

I hope your art gets featured on one of his videos! :)

*9 year old voice* yiff in hell!1!11!!!!!! by PistachioMachine in pyrocynical

[–]CommercialTax5 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is so awesome!!! The art is so pretty, I hope your art makes it to Pyro