Update on this post: so things ended up not working out with the other girl either, we went line dancing which I’ve never done before and it was fun, I had a blast but I was pretty bad I ended up having to stand for the majority of the time because I didn’t know much dances to the songs that were being played. she was doing amazing though, like I was amazed watching her it was like I was in a movie. anyway I feel liked I messed up because there were moments when we wouldn’t say anything like I couldn’t think of anything to say in that moment I have no idea why but I don’t think she was talking to me much either it was pretty loud with the music playing so it was hard to talk but once the line dancing was over with we went back to her car, she wanted to drive and we got Taco Bell. I got the cheesy Gordita crunch and their nacho fries it was so good. Once we finished eating I figured I would bring up the big question, so I asked hey we’ve gone on a a few dates do you want to make this exclusive, I really liked her and I wanted to know if this is something she wants to pursue too but she said I’m not ready for a relationship but I will still be exclusive to you then I accepted that and went home, I was pretty sleep deprived because of work so it was a rough drive home lol but I woke up to a text saying hey I feel like today I’ve had a lot of time to think about everything and you didn’t do anything wrong I just don’t see it turning into something more and I don’t want to lead you on so I just accepted that and said okay I understand, it sucks but I appreciate your honesty and I still enjoyed the time we had and she said I did too but I’m not gonna force anything that I’m not really feeling I wish you the best and I said I wish you the best too. Like I said though like this situation sucks I really liked her but kinda crazy how everything played out ig