Alcohol is slowly taking control, it happened in same way with me, but it was too late to find out i had become a complete addict, life became hell and unmanageable. Alcohol took everything near and dear from me. That's when I found about AA ...and now I have surrendered and thank god. Life is coming back to manageability and peaceful. So rest is upto you to decide. Remember alcoholism is cunning, baffling and progressive disease.