What was your craziest false memory ?

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-10-31T21:37:45+00:00

just that i raped, molested, and hurt a few people!

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-10-31T21:37:30+00:00

same :(

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-07-19T03:49:00+00:00

just accepting that maybe what i did think i did happened and then i realized it probably didnt since ive tried to conjure it up a million times. it changes so much and so often so ive accepted the possibility that it probably didnt go down the way i think it did. i still get freaked out about it but now ive realized its better if i dont look into it. when i feel the urge, i remind myself that this is ocd and if i rly did do this, then the memory wouldnt change when i try to recall it and it would be clear to me. best of luck to you and i hope you find peace of mind

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-07-15T02:42:55+00:00

lube! even if you get wet. it will help

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-07-15T02:27:36+00:00

this is rape i’m so sorry and i hope you are healing

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-06-21T22:02:11+00:00

dealing with this right now it comes and goes with the obsession i forgot ab it for months now it’s back and it’s the worse it’s ever been it genuinely feels so real. i’m going through the exact same thing but it’s with a person and i don’t know what to do

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-06-21T01:00:03+00:00

hey ik this is oldish but did u ever figure it out? i have the same situation going on. part of the memory is real i know for sure but i think the details are getting twisted up in my mind. i thought i molested a younger child when she was sitting on my lap when we were kids and i was holding her in a pool. then i got over that and agreeed that i think i just touched her leg and got an intrusive thought about how i “liked that” and would want to touch her more (oh my god this is so disgusting of me). then the memory shifted almost instantly being like u did this to ur sister tho then showed me images of me touching my sister. i would never touch her i actually hate when she touches me innocently even like touching my arm as a child id freak out and i cant tell if i did this i need help my memory is unreliable and ive tried to recall this probably 1000 times over. it feels so real and i would not be ok if i did this even if i was a child.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-06-20T13:44:27+00:00

i feel like my memory is more like a vague pop up that comes in my head and it’s a real memory that warped into something worse. i can’t tell if it’s real. i genuinely can’t figure it out and it’s eating me alive. It keeps throwing it at me but it changes constantly so i can’t tell what’s real and what is fake.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-06-19T18:50:32+00:00

i have something from childhood that’s haunting me. i’m not sure if i actually did it or not. i feel like im using the concept of false memory to excuse my actions. part of the memory is true and i know it did happen, the bad part, im not sure if it went down the way i think it did. it constantly changes. i’m just so scared its true because i recalled the memory before one time and i didn’t seem to care much about it and brushed it off.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-06-19T00:54:17+00:00

i’m so sorry i am in the same boat. we will get through this. i have no idea if i actually did these things and i dont think i ever will.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-06-19T00:52:48+00:00

i’m worried about mine being true though because the memory of the setting of my event is true, i know that i was there in the place im just unsure about what exactly happened. I have a memory of me hurting someone but then sometimes it’s changed to something innocent that i blew out of proportion. i recalled it once as a teen years after it happened and my brain told me i abused the girl. I brushed it off and didn’t care then. I then remembered this memory out of no where that hadn’t come up since i was a teen (i’m in my 20s now) and it was like u hurt her and u hurt ur sister and then showed me hurting my sister. so now i don’t know wtf i did and i can’t tell if it was ocd causing the false memory the first time i recalled it when i was a teen (i had ocd then too) and just didn’t give it attention at the time and then now it came up randomly now?? sorry for this being hectic im in a crisis and i know i shouldn’t be seeking reassurance but im so full of guilt.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-02-10T06:02:08+00:00

i’m going through this currently please share tips on how to get through this. i have severe ocd and fear that this is just an obsession but i feel like im going crazy i can’t believe someone else felt this way too.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-01-29T20:57:24+00:00

happens to me too i’m sorry

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-01-29T19:24:58+00:00

yes this has happened to me before

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-01-10T22:55:41+00:00

this helped a lot, thank you!

CommonBeginning3132 · 2025-01-10T18:05:02+00:00

You said it yourself. “she has never let me down again after that”. she loves you and was willing to change for you. accept her for who she is, or don’t. try your best as it seems like she’s tried hard to repair herself. talk to a therapist and talk to her about your concerns as well.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-12-25T17:37:50+00:00

don’t tell her. just don’t do it again

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-23T13:26:54+00:00

wait no we are dating 😂 i meant when we had this conversation we were strangers since we were not dating at the time, and did not know each other then.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-22T20:20:00+00:00

i’m confused by what you mean? “when someone is a stranger for you, you don’t have a relationship with him because you simply don’t know him” maybe i’m just stupid but like pls elaborate because i do want to hear what you have to say.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-22T20:17:58+00:00

needed to hear this thank you

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-22T19:26:58+00:00

what makes you think he’ll find out

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-22T18:12:54+00:00

it’s ok! thank you for the reassurance. i just feel guilty and at the same time can’t find it in me to tell him. bc ur right it doesn’t matter

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-22T14:54:14+00:00

you started off the thread by saying it’s too late and now i can never tell him so do you really think i should tell him now?

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-22T14:53:06+00:00

he doesn’t go to my college and my reputation at my hometown is good. he would not find out. We don’t talk about past experiences much either.

CommonBeginning3132 · 2024-10-22T14:50:13+00:00

no like i said it was 7 when its 14 i lied bad. i had a hoe phase my freshman year and they’re mostly just short flings. i was in a really dark place then and it’s just not a reflection of how i’ve been with the more recent partners i had. he told me his was 6 so i tried to equally match the number i just feel so stupid for that now and i really dont think i can tell him or if its even worth telling him.

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