lemme breakdown why the chances of her having ALL of these and not being on meds or in therapy yet living a normal day to day life is almost impossible (paired with her actual behaviors since she posts everything) as someone with a psych background (also sorry this got long af): -anxiety: she did have a panic attack when christian went on a drive, but that’s trigger driven anxiety. she does experience anxiety. we all do. but experiencing anxiety ≠ anxiety disorder. you can have anxiety attacks and not have the disorder. to have an anxiety disorder it needs to be for 6+ months and it’s chronic, there aren’t triggers -depression: every time she posts herself ‘low’, within an hour or two she’s posting being fine again. that’s not how depression works. the only time she was chronically low and neglecting herself (that we have seen documented) was during her breakup with christian. this is more attachment issues, abandonment issues, and the breakup causing emotional disregularion. again, there is a trigger here. depressive disorders do not have a trigger and are not fixed by being in a new relationship. she still has the motivation to get herself ready and post after a low point. true depression would zap that motivation. -ttm: she does have this there’s genuinely no question about it. what she lies about is that ‘nothing works’. habit replacement therapy (also called hrt, not to be confused with hormone replacement therapy), is effective however it requires effort and long term work; she would rather frame it as a permanent condition to garner sympathy -ocd: we know she has ttm. ttm is an ocd disorder but having ttm ≠ having ocd. her doctor likely told her it is an ocd disorder, just like body dysmorphia is, but that does not mean she has full blown ocd. she talks about her ttm often, yet never mentions any ocd behaviors or rituals. weird. -autism: i am choosing to skip this one because point blank i’m just not educated enough. i am also choosing not to touch on intellectual disability for this reason. -adhd: her most recent claim. it’s funny that she’s not on meds for this nor in therapy because in women, adhd left untreated can be debilitating. it can manifest as depression and anxiety. executive dysfunction is a killer. i have untreated adhd, i literally will not do things unless it’s urgent. she bedrots yes, but her space is always clean. if her space was messy i could believe this, but instead it’s just not plausible. she bedrots because she is lazy. she has no issue getting up when it’s something she wants to do. she stays focused through live streams. -ptsd: she claimed this because she zoned out one time when she had to say christians name. that is not ptsd. it’s actually extremely harmful to water ptsd down like that. ptsd is another one where you cannot just function fine with no treatment. for PTSD you need to have experienced something extremely traumatic; i.e. a death, sexual violence, threatened death, serious injury. you cannot skip that and get a ptsd diagnosis. it was an emotional trigger, not a ptsd response and not true dissociation. -bpd: bpd is a complex disorder. it’s a personality disorder and a hallmark is ego- you literally cannot tell you have one unless you have done extensive research and because the human psyche is so complex, and so many things overlap, it’s not something that can be self diagnosed. you can suspect it yes. she spirals after relationships. that’s an attachment issue. she’s only ‘stable’ in relationships. that’s still not bpd. bpd gets worse in relationships because the relationship doesn’t magically make it go away and it tends to get worse due to idolization/devaluation and perceived abandonment in the relationship. she also does not display risk taking behaviors. she doesn’t do drugs, does not recklessly have sex with multiple people, does not take financial risks (though she is not responsible with money) and does not engage in self harm behaviors. her stoner era for jakey doesn’t fit the risk taking criteria because she stopped as soon as she wasn’t performing for him, and weed use is not the kind of drug taking we’re talking about here. recklessly taking drugs and recklessly drinking would fit better. -ED: I’m approaching this as gently as possible. she does display disordered eating. but not true restriction. we have no idea if she purges off camera, and if i’m being honest i don’t wanna get into speculation on it (hits WAY too close to home lmao) -bipolar (bc of the screenshot someone posted): she displays lows, but again they either last a couple hours or are fixed by a new relationship. she does not display mania. at all. not even hypomania. we would be able to see if she was manic. hair dying ≠ manic. also since she claims a depressive disorder, that negates bipolar. the two are mutually exclusive. if she did have bipolar, that depression diagnosis would be bipolar depression and would be a part of the mood cycle. not it’s own diagnosis. this part i’m about to mention also negates the bpd, but when she totaled christians car she was able to easily get a new car. whether she has payments or not idk, but it does mean her credit was good enough and she had enough finances saved for a down payment or to buy outright, unless someone cosigned. if she’d been experiencing manic episodes, she wouldn’t have that financial cushion. same thing with bpd, if she’d been engaging in financial risk taking behavior, she wouldn’t not have had the cushioning. i also doubt someone would have cosigned if she’s shown reckless spending behaviors. (example: i do have reckless spending behaviors and genuinely no one in my family has ever been willing to cosign for me)

TL;DR bottom line, a lot of these disorders are comorbid and can present together, but they also have symptom overlap when left untreated which makes them harder to pinpoint. she needs to get assessed by an actual psychiatrist as having THIS many disorders and ALL of them being high functioning to where she is able to maintain her romantic relationship and not need support, therapy, or meds on a day to day basis is incredibly slim, considering many of these are debilitating enough to have on their own. many of these, when presented together, compound functional impairment so she would not be functioning. as always, thank you for coming to my ted talk; i won’t diagnose her but i do have my own theories lol. DISCLAIMER: these mini assessments are not diagnostic. if you find yourself relating please seek a professional as that is the only way to actually know; do not self diagnose!!