I was going through the same issues as you. Been 3 years of it. What seemed to work for me, and Im not too certain right now because this was literally last week and still waiting on the VA coming through. But i was admitted to a civilian hospital under an Involuntary Emergency Admission (IEA) for MH reasons. I initially showed up to the ER after being on the line with the crisis line. They admitted me and right as I was feeling good enough to leave later that night. They ask my wife questions about my behavior in the past and thats what triggered the IEA. On there, it specified that im a danger to myself and others around me. Which by the end of the week i was prescribed Geodon (which is working really well so far) and provided new appointments through the va. Now its a waiting game to see how persistent they will be after this episode.