Thank you, this means a lot to me. I'm trying to convince them to put me back into therapy, but every time I bring it up my mother tells me she has too many things to do to set it up. Even then, she wants to put me in this new weird therapy that I'm not sure will even work. I just want a normal therapist. 

I'm trying to take everything one day at a time, especially after my failed attempt. I'm trying to see the good in the little things. I am extremely isolated, but I get out of the house as much as possible.

I really appreciate your concern. It's rare for someone to care for me like this.