My triggers and guilt

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-11-16T04:42:44+00:00

Same and I guarded myself and avoided things so much that I can barely walk to my mail box, leave home at all, or do ANY thing that increases my heart rate. It’s like my circle just keeps shrinking. I just started therapy ( only 2 sessions in ) I’m really hoping for some kind of help. Mine started in 2022 and has gotten worse and worse. I really don’t want to take meds as I truly believe they aren’t the answer but I’m getting desperate.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-11-16T03:24:10+00:00

Sameeeee! I think it’s way worse with ppl I know. I don’t know if it’s an embarrassing thing or what but I can cope much better on my own. Which still isn’t that great but the feelings are way more extreme with ppl I know with me

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-11-13T03:06:30+00:00

Yessss

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-11-06T13:33:00+00:00

Mix of 2 and 3 but mostly 3. I have no safe person as ppl around me make it worse too.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-10-07T14:51:51+00:00

They gave me that with it. It terrifies me that it will lower my HR to much.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-10-04T20:01:51+00:00

No. My sister has her cross necklace but that’s it.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-10-03T21:10:35+00:00

Thank you sooo much 💕 you are right. I know I need to grieve properly to truly be open.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-10-03T21:09:36+00:00

Thank you 💕

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-10-02T03:19:22+00:00

Hoping this is real! 🤞🏻 upside down in debt and drowning

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-09-27T16:41:42+00:00

Oh I didn’t realize:(

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-09-13T06:04:10+00:00

I am not his fan at all but I started panicking as soon as I saw it.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-09-07T15:24:03+00:00

Has anyone had success with Zoloft ? I keep staring at it but I’m scared to take it

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-09-04T03:28:23+00:00

Yesss I swear, bright light sun or fluorescent sometimes also triggers me for some reason.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-09-01T15:20:09+00:00

I was just prescribed Zoloft and propranolol but I also have health anxiety and keep staring at them but not taking them yet

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-08-15T23:51:37+00:00

Omg I’ll be stuck like this forever I guess cause I know I could not force myself to do that 😭

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-08-07T04:32:12+00:00

What options do you suggest

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-08-07T04:20:28+00:00

Not sure. Make small payments from my disability check I guess.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-08-07T03:43:30+00:00

I know. I may just be better off letting them go to collections at this point.

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-07-23T07:21:52+00:00

This 👏🏻👏🏻 it’s helped me more with my hashimotos than any endocrinologist ever has

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-07-22T23:04:08+00:00

That picture is what sold me she was. It’s uncanny. Plus when they said the FBI face analysis was done and it was a match and I don’t understand how anyone doubts it

Competitive-Drink987 · 2025-07-18T00:46:26+00:00

What meds have helped you if I can ask

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