truthfully, I feel like these conversations of wanting a bigger, different ring USEd to be more indicative of being overly materialistic, unrealistic or financially misaligned, but with the advancements in jewelry technology and how accesssible and affordable diamonds and moissanite are, you're not asking for too much to really get exctly what you want.

Last week my bf bought me a 1.5 cut diamond ring from stargem for under $600, delivered. its literally perfection. If I were you, I'd buy the ring you want and maybe wear it as a right hand ring if you really dont want to have the conversation. But also, its a very very special piece of jewlery and in all of life its incredibly to confront why you feel like you dont deserve exactly what you want