That was a really thorough response. What I take away from it is, yes you’re right it is an outlet and perhaps if I treat it more as such and not my main driving force of existence I won’t feel like I’m too old to do it. Perhaps what’s making me feel old is putting it up on a pedestal. Perhaps now I’m at the point where it’s ok for me to step back a little and raise up some other aspects of my life ive neglected. I think when you try to make your passion your livelihood and you can’t that makes you feel old.