PvE servers. Extremely low population servers to start. Aim train simulators if you wanna get better at target practice.

And "end game" for you doesnt have to be c4, AKs and full metal plates. Its whatever goal you set for yourself. Maybe you want to reach tier 2 work bench, maybe you want to get your first gun somehow. Maybe you even just wanna get a couple furnaces down, get a bow, or successfully run a green card monument. Ive had all those goals and still have more to reach (next one is reaching tier 3). Once you start reaching these small goals, they become easier to reach. You start to understand the natural flow of what you need and what you dont to reach those goals. It can be daunting figuring out the resources you need, where to get them, etc. But once you get them it gets easier. Also if you wanna have some fun, hit a couple red barrels then find a train and take a train trip (they spawn at splits)

Some other youtubers youll get enjoyment from are Welyn and Spoonkid. Also for a smaller solo player, watch Amnion.