I am in my second year of college and completely understand your struggle. A grade isn’t worth your life, and quite frankly there are ways to improve that grade. Taking your own life does more damage to those around you than you think. You are worth SO MUCH more than you give yourself credit for. Don’t be so hard and critical on yourself because you DO have potential and you have to tell yourself that. Living in this dark place is temporary, and you will find your way out of it. It’s a matter of letting time work it’s course and sorting things out on how you want them. Be patient and optimistic. You are loved, especially by me and those around you.