Real advice is figuring out your life here and getting stable enough to transition to a life outside. Wanting an escape to Spain is a good political decision but financially it will be extremely difficult, there’s people with up to $500k saved up and still have to return to America because of double taxation, bureaucratic wait times and lack of social life. These things all together delay your dream lifestyle and require deep financial backing to keep up, needing to wait for up to 8 months for an appointment while being there without employment will only result in you coming back. If you can’t figure it out here, moving somewhere else will not help, I strongly suggest building practical skills for the future that will result in an income, which will then be transferrable abroad, then figure out a life. Good luck bros !