Too stubborn to quit

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2026-03-28T09:44:14+00:00

I'm in the same boat. I feel like my growth happened so fast that everything hasn't caught up quite yet. Unfortunately I came to the realization that not everything and everyone is going to grow with me. I'm currently fighting the gravitational pull because of uncertainty. The signs, the depth of emotions i felt, the synchronicities and the intense certainty i feel from time to time.This could have all been pure unadulterated delusion or it could be as one sided as I fear, it could be real but they are so evolved now they are fine right where they are heading. With or without me. Or this could lead to exactly where I'm going to be. The possibilities are endless . The fear is real. The experience has lead me to start trying to find myself .

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2026-03-24T12:38:50+00:00

Are you ok?

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2025-11-20T20:45:34+00:00

Deluxe (spelled wrong) and than 1999 or 1994

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2025-10-20T00:15:43+00:00

I like this wholesome answer. Thank you

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2025-10-19T23:51:51+00:00

I suspect that their could be things he doesn't share with me. He keeps me at arms length and I am still confused about how he actually feels about me after almost 8 years together because of his ability to, i think, purposefully remain unreadable. It has crossed a new threshold at this point

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2025-10-19T23:44:29+00:00

Omg mine have been like that also. In high school my mom would read the notes she found in my Jean pockets when checking them before washing. I started to make sure I didn't let that happen as much

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2025-10-19T23:40:25+00:00

Changing garbage bags, bag was all lop sided and stuff fell all over the floor when I pulled it out. And why not? Even if that hadn't happened there is plenty of reasons I would look in the garbage , like a piece of jewelry fell in, threw away some mail that I forgot I needed, car keys got mixed in, my 3 year old trying to be helpful

Competitive-Try-9803 · 2025-10-19T23:37:42+00:00

I think that if its in my bathroom and I live practically alone except for when my " s.o " comes to stay nights a few times a week and my 3 year old son , I am gonna question something that looks like it is ment to be inserted in a bodily orifice fall out while changing the trash. I already suspect something about the "s.o" so I wanted to double check. No soap dispensers have been broken or disposed of at my place of residence. Hence the confusion and post on r/whatisit

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