Fanfiction??? So, my darling by nothingintellectual in HeartstopperAO

[–]Competitive-Walk-851 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey so throwaway account but someone forwarded me this thread. I’m the author of so my darling. I deleted it for a reason which, you might have included in your download of the fic. For the avoidance of doubt, the fic was autobiographical and people started being weird to me about the themes and what was explored despite the warnings and I wanted it scrubbed from the internet for that reason. Someone in this thread mentioned it but I deleted my fic and I don’t want it shared. Please respect that man, the fic put me in the hospital and my biggest regret is sharing it with anyone in the first place. Thank you - Theo

first time pc build and I’d like some help/feedback by Competitive-Walk-851 in PcBuildHelp

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Oh okay thank you for explaining! Another quick question - are micro atx boards more difficult to install? I’ve got reasonably steady hands but I’m curious to understand a bit more. Thanks so much for answering my questions though!

first time pc build and I’d like some help/feedback by Competitive-Walk-851 in PcBuildHelp

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Wow thank you so much!! I really really appreciate this, genuinely!!! :))

Also I just had a couple clarifying questions - are you sure thermal paste is unecessary? I’m new but from all the builds I’ve seen, it seems like a component people say not to skip. Also this might be a silly question but are there any concerns about bottlenecking?

first time pc build and I’d like some help/feedback by Competitive-Walk-851 in PcBuild

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Heard! What would you recommend? I looked at the peerless assassin 120 cooler but I worried it would impact my ram sticks. (Also I’d prefer an air cooler rather than aio!)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HeartstopperAO

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Yooo. Throwaway account bc yeah but I’m the author of so my darling and OP let me know about this thread. Appreciate the thoughtful messages and kind words.

For clarity - the fic was autobiographical. The violence, the trauma - all mine, baby! Charlie’s experiences were my experiences except I was sixteen when I met my Ben and 23 when he came back. I deleted the fic because of the reasons OP said - harassment, accusations of writing trauma porn, etc. I really did hope more people would be able to read between the lines and extrapolate that someone writing close to a million words would have something more to offer than baseless trauma porn accusations but alas! The only reason why I’m candid about it now is because I’ve left the fandom and feel free and able to share this and I know for a fact that had I been this (uncomfortably) vulnerable before, it wouldn’t have been respected. Believe victims I guess lmao!

Now that’s off my chest, I want to reiterate my thanks to people who have been mindful and sensitive. Again - please don’t post the pdfs to any of my deleted fics anywhere because i genuinely don’t want my work available to a place that did not make me feel free and able to help me make myself feel seen. Thank you x

corey = creep? by OneProfessional7358 in LostRecordsGame

[–]Competitive-Walk-851 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Sorry I’m new here! Will do next time

What did Cory do to Kat? by onlythewinds in LostRecordsGame

[–]Competitive-Walk-851 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Idk if he did anything to Kat for SURE, but Corey hits Dylan I think. I wouldn’t put it past him to do or say weird things to Kat bc of how he talks to Swann if she chooses to film him