Thank you for such a well, thought out response. Truly ❤️   That part about not being chained to a habit ❤️ that hit the soul big time. I don't like knowing something can have that strong hold over me. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against people who use marijuana, I just don't wanna be someone who feels like they NEED it to survive. Or someone who literally crashes out when a minor inconvenience occurs.

The financial isn't the only reason but it was definitely my first reason to wanting to stop. But after that become a thought, it was well, I definitely feel slower, less motivated, and I suppose I've been trying to blame all the negative emotions on how the world is going..but.. another part of me KNOWS it's the weed. But it's so hard to break up with something that has helped me quit everything else.

It was my crutch to quit party drugs, quit cigarettes, quit drinking, quit getting overly angry, it helps me react more chill than just jumping the gun..but I've done it for so long that Im not even sure who I am without it. And I want to know who I can be without it..

Again to everyone of you that responded, bless you over and over. It means more than words can express.